This Providence Album

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lay in my bed
think of all that was said
and done
its two in the morning
my mood swings are boring you out
you just try to wait
no i dont think i need it
i say sorry
but ive already said it
too many times
sorry my bad

i never wanted us to be like this
i never dreamed of me treating you like this
im trying to find a way out of this mess
that i guess i could have saved
on my own

ill up and leave tonight
for my first time
in a fight
whatever happened
do you hang up now
you hang up

i never wanted us to be like this
i never dreamed of anything but gave you a kiss
im trying to find a way out of this mess
that i guess we could have saved
ourselves

please hold on to me
im begging you im on my knees again
i know you have every right to leave me
but sweety...will you hang on to me

let me say just this to you
i know that we can pull through
we're always given a way out
of these temptations

i never wanted us to be like this
i never dreamed of me treating you like this
im trying to find a way out of this mess
that i guess we could have saved
ourselves

i never wanted us to be like this
i never dreamed of me treating you like this
im trying to find a way out of this mess
that i guess we could have saved
ourselves

(let me say just this to you i know that we can pull through)
i never wanted us to be like this
(we're always given a way out of these temptations)
i never dreamed of anything but gave you a kiss
(let me say just this to you i know that we can pull through)
im trying to find a way out of this mess
(we're always given a way out of these temptations)
that i guess we could have saved
ourselves

7:30 monday morning the stories began
you make it sound like so much fun
just spend the weekend throwing yourself away
throwing yourself away (x3)

this is how you live your life
throwing yourself away
is this how you want youre life
throwing yourself away

11:30 friday evening the nights still young
you hope tonight that its a special one
death is on the way throwing whats sacred away
throwing yourself away
throwing whats sacred away
throwing yourself away

you just added a book to youre life
throwing yourself away
is this really even life
throwing yourself away

at the end of the day where will you be
what will you have done
get up and wake up this morning having fun
at the end of the day where will you be
what will you have done
get up
wake up this morning having fun

this is how you live your life
throwing yourself away
is this really even life
throwing yourself away

ask yourself right now (x2)
where are you going
ask yourself right now
where are you going
where are you going
ask yourself right now
where are you going

do you even know
what you mean to me
well im at a loss for words
do you even know
you make me so happy
well im at a loss for words

what can i say
what can i do
to let you know
how much i treasure you

i could be with you
an hour or two
and not even say a word
we can sit and talk
the day away
and we still have more to say

what can i say
what can i do
to let you know
how much i treasure you

how can this be
its too good to be true
its you and me
sweetheart
my dream is you
my dream is you
my dream is you
my dream is you

and when i doubt
how do you do it
you give the perfect words
and just the way you live your lie
well im inspired

when you
hold my hand im free
and when you kiss my cheek
you melt me
you melt me
you melt me

my dream is you (x4)

this weather reflects my face
rainy day
this place hurts my eyes
i think i could break down and cry
i enter each day with a sigh
its so hard to wake when theres nothing at stake

today i think im gonna break
the hours drag on for what seems like days
and my thoughts wander
i guess ill wait and ill see it through
it was all so hard but than i got you
and my thoughts wander

another day has slipped right by
ive done nothing
just watched her quiet
im stuck in here for a while
ill be a moment in your eyes
well being here is so hard to bear

today i think im gonna break
cause the hours drag on for what seems like days
and my thoughts wander
i guess ill wait and ill see it through
it was all so hard but than i got you
and my thoughts wander

da dada dada da
da dada dada
dadada
(x2)

look at me with my fake smile
it feels so wrong
you got me im on your leash
soon ill be gone
(x2)

today i think im gonna break
the hours drag on for what seems like days
and my thoughts wander
i guess ill wait and ill see it through
it was all so hard but than i got you
and my thoughts wander

this weather reflects my face
rainy day
and this place hurts my eyes

i am sick of always trying
but not trying hard enough

i am sick of always trying
but not trying hard enough
i am done with the weak end
who cant even control himself

im taking back control
bring me back to you
let me know that youre still the one that i hold onto
bring me back to you
i know it wont be long i cant go on without you

everything i know
says youll be there
everything ive learned
says you will care
now every little thing that means the world to me
every little thing that probly doesnt matter at all

sick to death of all my cheap talk
when will i just follow you
done with trying on my own
cause its not worth me i need you

we're gonna pull myself together
bring me back to you
let me know that youre still the one that i hold onto
bring me back to you
i know it wont be long i cant go on without you

everything i know
says youll be there
everything ive learned
says you will care
now every little thing that means the world to me
every little thing that probly doesnt matter at all

i need you
i want you
i love you
i was before you
to need you
to want you
to love you
i was before you

bring me back to you
let me know that youre still the one that i hold onto
bring me back to you
i know it wont be long i cant go on without you
(x2)

and everything i know
says youll be there
and everything ive learned
says you will care
about how every little thing that means the world to me
and every little thing that probly doesnt matter at all
im taking back control (x7)

I woke up this morning,
I found that I had a smile on my face,
I asked myself what this was for,
And I remembered you and I thought of you.

Reality: you barely know me,
I want to know you,
I wanna sit beside you and talk about anything,
I wanna be with you,
Everyday with you.

But that, that won't happen,
It probably won't happen,
No way, no way.

Then I looked at all the fresh drama,
I got frustrated,
And I went back to sleep,
My dreams were of you and your pretty face,
When I got up I wanted to get out of bed.

You barely know me,
I want to know you,
I wanna sit beside you and talk about everything,
I wanna be with you,
Everyday with you.

But that, that won't happen,
It probably won't happen,
No way,
That would be the day.

I can, I just say I think you're wonderful,
Can I just say I think you're wonderful, wonderful.

You barely know me,
I want to know you,
I wanna sit beside you and talk about anything,
I wanna be with you,
everyday with you.

But that, that won't happen,
It probably won't happen,
No way,
That will be the day.

Because you barely know me,
I want to know you,
I wanna sit beside you and talk about anything,
I wanna be with you,
Everyday with you.

But that, that won't happen,
It probably won't happen,
No way,
That will be the day.

Noooo way.

It's so hard to say this to you,
Once again my love fell through.
How could I do this to you?
The last time I promised you,
And you say...

Well there's so much that I see when you are not around me,
So many words that you say are contradictions,
And how can you say you love me when you don't even seek to find me?
And I just want to set you free from these addictions.

You cry as I tell you,
When did I?
Why did I?
How could I?
I sigh as I tell you all the things I used to do
And you say...

Well there's so much I didn't see when you were not around me,
And so many words that you said were contradictions,
And how could you have said you loved me,
When there were all those things I couldn't see?
Well I knew there was something up with you.

Something wrong,
Something not right...

Is there anything I don't see when you are not around me?
Are any words that you say contradictions?
And do you still love me now?
Well I dont understand how.
Can you forgive me somehow of these convictions?

And you forgive me endlessly,
But I won't pretend to understand all of this,
And you love me unconditionally,
But I know I'll learn from this,
I know i'll learn from this.

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