Texas Album

Yeeeaaah I'm gonna make you wonder if you're my friend
Yeeeaaah I'm gonna make you wonder if you're my friend
Yeah that's the way I choose them, all my friends
Do you think you're close with all your promises
Do you think I act strange when you talk to me
It's cause I don't hear you

Yeah I'm gonna make you wonder if you're my friend
Yeah I may as well tell you, you'll never be my friend
Aaah that's the way I choose them, all my friends
The telephone only rings when you've got success
You only want us when we're at our best
But we don't see you, yeaheaheah

It isn't our fault that your life's depressed
We've listened and we've learned
That all of the words that you say
Yeah all of the words that you say
Mean nothing yeaheaheah

Yeah I'm gonna make you wonder if you're my friend
Yeah I'm gonna make you wonder if you're my friend

With every little smile do you know me better
You know I'm never what I seem
Cause I don't worry about the future
My days they pass just like a dream
Are you scared of what you're seeing
Does it make me seem so cruel
And now I'll ask you if I hurt you
That's just something that I do

If you don't listen to me
You'll stay the same
And you're just gonna fade away

Listen hear the secret in my voice
Are you so gone that you can't hear
Scared I've forgot you for no reason
Maybe that's what you can't bear
Then give me more than words and gestures
Give me something I can keep
That's how you get to love forever
That's why you've gotta try and see

If you don't listen to me
You'll stay the same
You're just gonna fade away
If you don't listen to me
You'll stay the same
You're just gonna fade away
If you don't listen to me
You'll stay the same
If you don't listen to me
You'll stay the same
If you don't listen to me
You'll stay the same

You came down as if from heaven
Laid a soft hand on me
I kept on walking and thinking
Where my life's gone I should weep
Well I don't know where I've been going
I've never known the reason why
So listen to me
I'm scared to cry

The angel sat down at my table
I told her all my doubts and pain
She said there always is a time for love
That it will come to me again
But I don't know where I've been going
I've never known the reason why
So listen to me
I'm scared to cry

Well I don't know where I've been going
I've never known the reason why
So listen to me
I'm scared to cry

Yeh listen to me

I never thought there would be a time
When all you'd wanna do is fight
It's made me suffer lonely days
And I'm waitin for the evening's sun
To come along and calm me down
Can't you see that on my face

Without me you would be nowhere
All alone I've cared
You owe it all to me

I know, it seems to you sometimes
When we're alone I tend to hide
Leave my feelings locked behind a door
As I watch the wind cut through the trees
I never wanted you to leave
I only wish I'd told you this before

Without me you would be nowhere
All alone I've cared
You owe it all to me

What kinda life am I to lead
With this love you've given me
I thought you were a friend of mine
But everyday you're someone new
And that's the one I've got to lose
Why do you make it so hard to fight

Without me you would be nowhere
All alone I've cared

Nobody wants to take the blame
Everybody wants to stay the same
All I want is what you had
I never meant to make you feel so sad
But you should have known it
Cause I tried to show it
So it wouldn't happen this way
Yeh I tried to show you

My beautiful angel
My beautiful angel
I only wanted you

To this day I can't explain
Why I stole him away
I guess I thought you'd run to me
I didn't really know how wrong I'd be
Well you should have known it
Cause I tried to show it
I've been tasting your tears for too long
Yeh I tried to show you
I never asked for nothin
I, I only wanted you

My beautiful angel
My beautiful angel
I only wanted you

I tried to show you
My beautiful angel

I'm so in love with you
Whether it is right or it's wrong
I'm too weak to be strong
I'm so in love with you
Well you say you need something
To help you when you're down, to take your fears away
Yeh you say you'd do anything
To keep your feet off the ground
And help you on your way
You're all I need
Yeh you are all that I need
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
Whether it is right or it's wrong
I'm too weak to be strong
I'm so in love with you
When you see your reflection
You say it isn't you
Then you turn the other way
And I'm watching you suffer
Yourself and your pain

Have you still got the illusion
Of what's lying ahead
Then you'd still have your innocence
And days wouldn't seem so bad
But I've always wondered
Why you've never grown
But now, I know

You gotta take a little time for yourself
You gotta live a little life on your own
You gotta take a little time for yourself
It's just what you're needing

Storms always make you happy
But they hide everything inside
Make believe that they're soft to touch
Then they blind you with their light
That has always made me wonder
Why you've never grown
But now, I know

You gotta take a little time for yourself
You gotta live a little life on your own
You gotta take a little time for yourself

You know I can't tell the truth
Cause all I do is lie
I feel like I'm laughing all the time
But all I do is cry

I wanna go to heaven
Yeh I wanna go to heaven
But I don't wanna die

I gave you it all child
But I, I paid for that
You walked away from me
Yeh you turned your back

I wanna go to heaven
Yeh I wanna go to heaven
But I don't wanna die

I'll take what you can give me
I'll use all I can use
Yeh I'm sleeping with my worries now
I've nothin else to lose

Yeh I wanna go to heaven
Lord I wanna go to heaven

Where were you when the lights went out
I ask you this in your defense
You fell for a river when all you wanted
Was a drink
To me that never made much sense

Hear me now
With every word I breath
Believe in me if you can
Hear me now
Like a long lost friend
Believe in me if you can

I live my life to the full each day
Cause I'm scared of not being alive
And all that I'm wanting is the same for you
Don't wanna tell you any lies
To all those people that I've never known
You know I could do untold harm
So find me a witness
Who can justify a reason
Let them come and raise their hand

Hear me now
With every word I breath
Believe in me if you can
Hear me now
Like a long lost friend

You only see me when I laugh
Never hear me when I cry
I'm tired of fearing these days
I'm sitting here on my own
Talking to myself alone
And I'm tired of fearing these days
All I need was an explanation
Why you treat me so mean
You always play the part with no hesitation
That's the other side I've seen

Please don't fail me
Don't fail me
Please don't let me fall

If all my nightmares come today
Will you hide them far away
Cause I'm tired of fearing these days
It'll wash away the past and pain
Let me start from new again
I'm tried of fearng these days
You always hit me when there is no reason
To feel superior to me
When all I want is a confrontation
So I can find a release

Please don't fail me
Don't fail me

No one can tell me what I do is wrong
You took me down when I proved to you that I am strong
You in my soul, no one to blame
I need no help because I don't feel ashamed
No one can tell me what I do is wrong

No one can tell me what I do is wrong
You took me down when I proved to you that I am strong
Walking with you my soul has gone free
You took me down, that's what you promised me
No one can tell me what I do is wrong

No one can tell me what I do is wrong
No one can tell me what I do is wrong
No one can tell me what I do is wrong
I know in my soul, I know I'm to blame
I need no help because I don't feel ashamed

Sometimes it seems like winter's end
The weeks they just go on like a friend of mine
The sadness it has left a trace
I think that you can see that on my face again

Cause it always made things better
Now my days seem so much quieter
And I know
Yeah I know
It will never be the same again

Sometimes I feel my hands are tied
I need someone to come and cut these ropes of mine
They'll wear a coat of wind and rain
To drive away the fears that I can't face again

And they always make things better
And my days seem so much quieter
And I know
Yeah I know
It will never be the same again
I know
Yeah I know
It will never be the same again

Sometimes it seems like winter's end
The weeks they just go on like a friend of mine
The sadness it has left a trace
I think that you can see that on my face again

Cause it always made things better
Now my days seem so much quieter
And I know
Yeah I know
It will never be the same again
I know
Yeah I know