Tantric Album

Should I try and cut myself for you?
Do have to let it bleed with no regard?
Tell me just exactly what to do?
I’m afraid that I have gone too far.

Cuz I don’t know just what you’re feeling yet,
Cuz I’ve been left out in the cold,
All I know is we both share regrets,
We haven’t done this yet,
There nothing here we cannot change.

I could never find myself without you,
You could never be yourself without me,
Why even try lie or ignore the truth?
Is there someone else that I should be?

Cuz I don’t know just what you’re feeling yet,
Cuz I’ve been left out in the cold,
All I know is we both share regrets,
We haven’t done this yet,
There nothing here we cannot change.

Aaaaaaaaaaah, we cannot change

All I know is we both share regrets

Cuz I don’t know just what you’re feeling yet
Cuz I’ve been left out in the cooooold
Cuz I don’t know just what you’re feeling yet,
Cuz I’ve been left out in the cold,
All I know is we both share regrets,
We haven’t done this yet,
There nothing here that we can change.

I'm coming up for air so I can
Check myself again and I stand
Proven to the man but sheltered
Confidence we tend to shelf and
Unexpected hunger drives me
Just shut up and stand beside me
I don't need your understanding
I don't need to change a damn thing

Though I'm used to have you here
It's doesn't change the man I was
When you found me
and there was no one else around me yeah
Just turn the page and watch me grow
There's so many things that you don't know
About my soul
Live and die but this will not get old

Just when you think that you're down and out
Don't preconceive what I'm all about
Look for a reason that you have to start
Acting like a friend that you are not

And when you think that we played it out
we come from the bottom and knock it out
look for a reason that you have to start
acting like a friend but you are not yeah

Nothing in-between to fall through
I'm being myself who are you
You stand above and look down
You're just a plagaristic clown
You suck the life out of me
You keep track of the petty
And when this well becomes dry
You'll shed a tear for another lie
Though I'm used to have you here
It's doesn't change the man I was
When you found me
and there was no one else around me yeah
Just turn the page and watch me grow
There's so many things that you don't know
About my soul
Live and die but this will not get old

Just when you think that your down and out
Don't preconceive what I'm all about
Look for a reason that you have to start
Acting like a friend that you are not

And when you think that we played it out
we come from the bottom and knock it out
look for a reason that you have to start
acting like a friend but you are not yeah

Though I'm used to have you here
Its doesn't change the man I was
When you found me
and there was no one else around me
yeah, yeah oooh

Just when you think that your down and out
Don't preconceive what I'm all about
Look for a reason that you have to start
Acting like a friend that you are not

And when you think that we played it out
we come from the bottom and knock it out
look for a reason that you have to start
acting like a friend but you are not yeah

I'm a victim of circumstance always willing to take a chance
A unique individual and my pain is residual

Living with this duality to i say f*** this calamity
I'm aware of my sanity but inside I don't wanna be

I've got this world on my shoulders weighing down like a boulder
All these things that I'm questioning is the sum above everything

Oh I'm bitchin' about this now try releasing but don't know how
I accept the way that I live even though I know I can give now

If I am not the one
Still I won't step aside
What have I become?
A victim of a foolish pride
If I am not the one
Then tell me why I act this way
Your one begotten son
Is pain everything you feel

With all the glamour and glory well I'm not leavin don't worry
There's so much more to this story cause I'm an infinite quarry

Ohh this is my only version of what I see and I'm merging
Everything I am witnessing. Hey! Is anyone listening?

Its too late to be lookin' back. there's two ways that we can react
Never mind the self pitying don't you follow that reasoning

Under struggle is where we shine I wont let this be left behind
There's a purpose for everything without thinkin' we strengthening now

If I am not the one
Still I won't step aside
What have I become?
A victim of a foolish pride
If I am not the one
Then tell me why I act this way
Your one begotten son
Is pain everything you feel

If I am not the one
Still I won't step aside
What have I become?
A victim of a foolish pride
If I am not the one
Then tell me why I act this way
Your one begotten son
Is pain everything you feel

If I am not the one
Still I won't step aside
What have I become?
Victim of a foolish pride

So here you are
You’re knocking at my door
With saddened eyes
The color is the same but there’s a change
The difference is between the little lies I told
To keep the peace
You know the love was still the same

Oh it’s better every life to lose a minute
Then to have to go through life and never really get to live it
Your premolars’ path is just an allusion
I’m sick of all your dirty lies that cost this confusion

I never wanna hear another love song
It’s all a bunch of lies and I’ve been through it all
I know it’s like minute
I don’t give a shit
I hope you’re really happy and you chock on it
I never wanna hear another love poem
Or claiming all your love the truth’s done
I know it’s like a computer and I don’t give a shit
I hope you’re really happy and you choke on it

God forgive me for these random things
The little things I do
It’s really not my truth
Everything is overwhelming me
Constantly deserping me until I get away from you

It’s better every life to lose a minute
The to have to go through life and never really get to live it
I never wanna hear another love song
It’s all a bunch of lies and I’ve been through it all
I know it’s like minute
I don’t give a shit
I hope you’re really happy and you chock on it
I never wanna hear another love poem
Or claiming all your love the truth was done
I know it’s like a computer and I don’t give a shit
I hope you’re really happy and you choke on it

And I smile as you listen and you’re thinking to yourself
You’re the reason you’re living in this pain
I never wanna hear another love song
It’s all a bunch of lies and I’ve been through it all
I know it’s like minute
I don’t give a shit
I hope you’re really happy and you chock on it
I never wanna hear another love poem
Or claiming all your love the truth was done
I know it’s like a computer and I don’t give a shit
I hope you’re really happy and you choke on it
I never wanna hear another love song
It’s all a bunch of lies and I’ve been through it all
I know it’s like minute
I don’t give a shit
I hope you’re really happy and you chock on it
I never wanna hear another love poem
Or claiming all your love the truth was done
I know it’s like a computer and I don’t give a shit
I hope you’re really happy and you choke on it
I never wanna hear another love song
It’s all a bunch of lies and I’ve been through it all
I know it’s like minute
I don’t give a shit
I hope you’re really happy and you chock on it
I never wanna hear another love poem
Or claiming all your love the truth was done
I know it’s like a computer and I don’t give a shit
I hope you’re really happy and you choke on iiiiiit
On iiiiiiiit
On iiiiiiiit
On it
On it
On it
I hope you chock on it

No need to look around,
There's no one here but you
So I scream without a sound,
And hope that it gets through
Time is clamping down
It's get harder to breathe
I can't imagine how to live my life without you

Cause I've been wishing so hard,
Tell me that you relate
You want something so bad evertyime,
It's too long to wait
Cause I've been wishing so hard,
Tell me that you'll think that it's true
Cause everything I've been wishing for,
I had in me, in you

There's nothing left to save,
There's nothing left to do
Just turn and walk away,
And I'll do the same thing too
And when you're all alone,
Waiting for a call
There'll be nobody home,
Nobody there for you at all

Cause I've been wishing so hard,
Tell me, can you relate?
You want something so bad anytime,
It's too long to wait
Cause I've been wishing so hard,
Tell me if you think that it's true
Cause everything I've been wishing for,
I had in me was you

Cause I've been waiting for this life long enough
To survive three lives, but I wont give up
This blood, sweat, and tears I've given through the years,
I've overcome the fears, too much is never enough
I think I'm wasting my time
I think I'm losing my mind
I think I'm wasting my time
I know I'm losing my mind

Tell me, can you relate?
When the time is too long to wait

Cause I've been wishing so hard,
Tell me, can you relate?
You want something so bad anytime,
It's too long to wait
Cause I've been wishing so hard,
Tell me if you think that it's true
Cause everything I've been wishing for,
I found in me, in you

Cause I've been wishing so hard,
Tell me, can you relate?
You want something so bad anytime,
It's too long to wait
Cause I've been wishing so hard,
Tell me if you think that it's true,
Cause everything I've been wishing for,
I had in me, in you
In you
In you

Tell me if I'm good enough
Then tell me if you're strong enough
Tell me if I'm to late
To make up for my mistakes

I have said this before
But it means so much more to me
This time has been on my side till now
I can't believe I let it get this bad
Well, don't you want something better?

And I'm going crazy
Losing you has faded me
You've taken on another hand
This changing everything I've planned

You told me in confidence
That you had to admit it didn't feel right
When I can understand those things
I never quite got before

Don't you want something better
Something bigger than we are?
This is my open letter
Well, there's a sign that it's not far, yeah

Despite all the reasons people tend to go astray
There's nothing left behind
There's all this pain won't go away
I can't say goodbye so I won't even try

Don't you want something better
Something bigger than we are?
This is my open letter
There's a sign that it's not far

Tell me if I'm good enough
And tell me if you're strong enough

I've been in this town for years too long for me to see straight
Sweaty palms and promises that someone slow to take in all away from me
Right now I'm livin' dreams that were dreamt by younger one
And as it spins into a web I'm gettin' caught, I'm barely able to see the sun

But to right the wrongs I'll take the long way just to find her
Way to be gone away from this

Get up again and hold it in
You're 'bout to be the lucky one
Get up again and trade it in
You're 'bout to be the lucky one

Look around to figure out around why certain things turn so quickly
I'm sick of all these random smiles I see, I'm all in a plastic city
I get around a moving lie just to look at another one
Oh, I don't know you anymore, I don't think I know anyone

To right the wrongs I'll take the long way just to find her
Way to be gone away from this

Get up again and hold it in
You're 'bout to be the lucky one
Get up again and trade it in
You're 'bout to be the lucky one

To right the wrongs I'll take the long way just to find her
Way to be gone away from this

Get up again and hold it in
You're 'bout to be the lucky one
Get up again and trade it in
You're 'bout to be the lucky one, the lucky one

I know what you think of me but I had to move on
I know I'm landing on my feet and the hating's gone
Well, here I go down this path again
They say every road must come to an end
When the sun rises then falls into the dawn
Said everybody knows what's going on

All my blood has been forgotten
And all my tears have dried alone

Until the end begins
It seems that everything is coming back again
The end begins
Sometimes you have to start where you begin

I will rise above this thing you imprinted on me
And I will embrace all the pain and a need I will feel
'Cause it's given me sons but I won't give up
You can push me around but I won't shut up
I may fall to the ground but I won't get stuck
I can do it myself, I don't need your luck

Many words I haven't spoken
For everything I've held within

Until the end begins
It seems that everything is coming back again
The end begins
Sometimes you have to start where you begin

'Cause everybody's got to fight sometimes
Everybody's got to try sometimes
Even though it's hard to see the light
You will never know the time is right

Until the end begins
It seems that everything is coming back again
The end begins
Sometimes you have to start where you begin

The end begins
It seems that everything is coming back again
The end begins
Sometimes you have to start where you begin

Oh, you want to talk around them, talk about me
Talk about what this that and everything, every way
I been *** you but you don't have a clue

How well you sit there pointin' fingers at, imagine that
I'm the real vision of the person that you want to be
It's never been you it's always been me, oh

Isn't it funny? Well, not funny money's
What you're trippin' over, leaving a paper trail, oh

When matter of fact I don't regret the things that I have done
And if I do I never dwell upon a fallin' sun
When matter of fact I have respect, I feel for everyone
So let me be and you will see I'm not a fallen son

Even though I accepted my answer
You time after time wanted to work it through
Saving myself so I won't be joining you
Sadly enough I'm letting go of you

You want to hate me 'cause you quit on me
You didn't believe I would never give up or never give into negativity
But you never believed in me, oh

Isn't it funny? Well, not funny money's
What you're trippin' over, leaving a paper trail, oh

When matter of fact I don't regret the things that I have done
And if I do I never dwell upon a fallin' sun
When matter of fact I have respect, I feel for everyone
So let me be and you will see I'm not a fallen son, oh

When matter of fact I don't regret the things that I have done
And if I do I never dwell upon a fallin' sun
When matter of fact I have respect, I feel for everyone
So let me be and you will see I'm not a fallen son

When matter of fact I don't regret the things that I have done
And if I do I never dwell upon a fallin' sun
When matter of fact I have respect, I feel for everyone
So let me be and you will see I'm not a fallen son

I've been waiting here for so long,
Trying to find another place where I belong
Well, what you want to be
What you can never see
Cause you're making mistakes, you really take
And theres nothing there for me

(On and on, On and on again)
I've been waiting all along
(On and on, On and on again)
Trying to find a place that's home
(On and on, On and on again)
Now I'll lay it out for you to see
(On and on, On and on again)
Is this what you really need?

Why don't you, make mistakes like I do?
Why don't you, make mistakes like I do?
I, I don't wanna die

I've been doing this all by myself
Trying to put all of our problems on the shelf
But what I have to see, is this can never be
So im making my way, through everyday
and I'm taking what I need

(On and on, On and on again)
I've been waiting all along
(On and on, On and on again)
Trying to find a place that's home
(On and on, On and on again)
Now I'll lay it out for you to see
(On and on, On and on)
Is this what you really need?

Why don't you, make mistakes like I do?
Why don't you, make mistakes like I do?
I, I don't wanna die

(My precious time, you don't deserve
Your perfect world, has gone blind)

Why don't you, make mistakes like I do?
Why don't you make mistakes like do?
I, I don't wanna die

Why don't you make mistakes like I do?
Why don't you (Why don't you) make mistakes like I do?
I, I don't wanna die

Come on, get out
Is there something that you're feeling let out
'Cause there's a price you'll pay and get out
Won't you get outta here?

Come on, be free
From your demons, lay on to me
So now I feel the pain that you feel
And it's not getting better

'Cause I've been there before
A soul I came back for
What does life have in store
Before I lay, I lay

Well, stand up and leave
I see you sinking [Incomprehensible]
Don't be afraid of who you want to be
Just stand and brave the weather

Hope is in your hand
Don't let this feeling fade if you can
The home is not to you, it is your land
And faith will make it better

'Cause I've been there before
A soul I came back for
What does life have in store
Before I

Lay your head, nothing lasts forever
So don't stress your head
The best is yet to come
So you should rest your mind
Looking out the window sill that you will find
You're blind if you don't know

'Cause I've been there before
A soul I came back for
What does life have in store
Before I lay, I lay, I lay, I lay