Stabbing Westward Album

Lost is all I will be
You are all I will be
Wasted broken
Promise silent
Lies

So much of me is you I don't know just who I am
Now I just can't believe in myself or in anything
And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me

I gave you my soul I gave you control of me
Now I just can't believe in myself or anything

And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me

Can't you just believe "you are my everything"

And this is what you take from me
And this is what you take from me
[repeat to the point of stupidity...]

Some nights I feel like I have died
Or something deep inside is dying
I try to understand my crimes
But there's nothing here that really matters
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you

I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, but I can't stop myself

Now endless questions fill my head
Some nights I'm frightened by the ansers
no you can't hurt me, nothing's real
No pain you cause can last forever

I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you

I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, but I can't stop myself

One night I swore I'd die for you
There's nothing else I'd rather die for
But I'll try to live another night
There's too much hate to be forgotten

I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you

I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, I don't need it
I don't want it, but I can't stop myself

You are all I am, you are all I ever want to be
I think of you
A solitary cry echoes through my throat and through my mind
I think of you
I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
For hours I'll just stare at my ceiling at nothing at all
and think of you
The candlelight through bells make shadows just like rosees in my mind
and I think of you

I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming again

Could this last forever?
Or will I die?
Could this last forever?
Or will I die?
Just can I die?

Maybe I could try to take a bath and drink a little wine
and think of you
But probably I'll lie naked on the floor by candlelight
and I'll think of you

I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming again
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming again
I think I woke up [repeat]
Screaming again

Your soul a pit of stone,
the depths I wish I could have known
Dangerous, black and full of spite,
thoughts of you fill my night
But now we lay naked on the floor
I'm lost, I'm drowning in your soul
I was searching for some answer in your eyes
I find malicious laughter and a love that has died
You are haunting my reality
Your lies are the only truth that I believe
You are haunting my reality
Now everytime I think about you I die

Hatred runs through me marrow deep
I long to tear your eyes out in your sleep
This passion can lead to evil crimes
Do I kill you or do I choose to die?
Acid burn etched in my brain
Someone dies before I go insane
I was searching for some answer in your eyes
I find malicious laughter and a love that has died

You are haunting my reality
Your lies are the only truth that I believe
You are haunting my reality
Now everytime I think about you I die
Lies

Soon now you'll be gone
I wish to God I could've known
I love you I hate you every night
This longing for your soul has got me scared
But now we lay naked on the floor
I'm lost, i'm drowning in your soul
I was searching for some answer in your eyes
I find malicious laughter, hate and lies fucking lies

You are haunting my reality
Your lies are the only truth that I believe
You are haunting my reality
Now everytime I think about you I die [repeat]
Lies

You don't understand this
I think you never did
Silently I search for a reason to exist
I've found a way to feel you, I feel so fucking old
Your're burning up inside me, but I feel so fucking cold
You are clutched tight in my fingers
You caress my skin so light
You are welling up inside me
You have finally freed yourself
You are flowing 'cross my pale skin
You are running down my arm
You are salty as I taste you
I have finally made you warm
I have finally made you warm

You stare at me so silent, you stare at me so cold
I think you stare right through me, that stare has made me old
I've found a way to fell you, I feel so fucking old
You're burning up inside me, I feel so fucking cold

You are clutched tight in my fingers
You caress my skin so light
You are welling up inside me
You have finally freed yourself
You are flowing 'cross my pale skin
You are running down my arm
You are salty as I taste you
I have finally made you warm

Take this...as an offering
Take this...as a sign
Take this...as an offering
How much can you take from?
How much can you take from me?

I sink into this darkenss, I sink into this cold
This emptiness is calling, I've nothing left to lose
I've found a way to kill you, I feel so fucking cold
You're burning up inside me, I feel so fucking old

You are clutched tight in my fingers
You caress my skin so light
You are welling up inside me
You have finally freed yourself
You are flowing 'cross my pale skin
You are running down my arm
You are salty as I taste you
I have finally made you warm

Take this...as an offering
Take this...as a sign
Take this...as an offering
How much can you take from?
How much can you take from?
Take this...as an offering
Take this...as a sign
Take this...as an offering
How much can you take from?
How much can you take from me?

The night is cold as I roam these streets
The air is thick with hints of coming rain
Your face flashes through my head I swallow pain
So this is how it feels to be betrayed
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like
This is what you've done to me
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like when

You throw this all away [Silent]
You throw this all away [laughing]
You throw this all away
You throw this all away

The lake is rough as I sit quietly
Remembering how our life used to be
An angry vacant silence fills my head
Now all the empty promises are dead

This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like
This is what you've done to me
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like when

You throw this all away [Silent]
You throw this all away [laughing]
You throw this all away
You throw this all away

The night is old, the sky a shade of grey
The tears roll off my face die in the rain
An angry vacant silence fills my head
Now all the empty promises are dead

This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like
This is what you've done to me
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like when

You throw this all away [Silent]
You throw this all away [laughing]
You throw this all away
You throw this all away
You throw this all away [Silent]
You throw this all away [laughing]
You throw this all away
You throw this all away
You throw this all away

Voices whisper softly in the darkness
Cries of accusation, evil, lies
Voices echo - screaming, throbbing, laughing
Peel back my skull and look inside

Violent Mood Swings

Footsteps echo heavy off the pavement
Violence burning brighter in my eyes
Life within the flesh still diving deeper
and a random, victim businessman will die

Violent Mood Swings

Someone screaming softly in the distance
I run to seek my refuge from the light
until the darkness once more falls upon me
I'll kill again to live another night

Violent Mood Swings

Now I'm so tired, so so tired of working this out
Going to give myself up, up to the truth of what this is, of what I am
Take from me all of my blood, take from me all of my head
This is the best thing I can do
Why is it me instead of you
(I come down)

Now this is real
I can't go back, caught up with everything here tonight
Going ot fuck myself up
Going to throw myself away
Going to give this to you
Give you what I've become

First red on white then red on red
I left my sould back in my bed
This is the best thing I can do
Why is it me instead of you

(I come down)

Late last night I tripped in
violent shades of green
1000 voiceless faces were chasing me
I ran through the air as thick as glue
Through night as black as hate my spirit fled
Through branches filled with thorns
my eyes bled and bled
How could I ever hope to win this race
When everytime I close my eyes I see your face
It just can't happen here [repeat]