Soil Album

When you scream aloud
(Heads down Heads down)
That's when I plan to
(Rise up Rise up)
When you scream aloud
(We're doomed We're doomed)
That's when I plan to prove myself to you
I've never gotten the simple thrill of a solo day
I've never seen the point in you killing you
I've always backed my words with what I do
I'll always bite my tongue to comfort you

I'll be my superhero #1
I'll save me from myself
I, I rise,
Above the sun in the sky
Above that look in your eyes
MY PRIDE

Sister you know me
(Sister you know me)
Mother you made me
Lover what do you offer me
Father teach me
Brother protect
Lover what do you have for me

I'll be my superhero #1
I'll save me from myself
I'll be your superhero #1
I'll save you, I save
I'll save you

Your eyes deny a life that dulls your pride

FIRST SIGHT
Turns me around again
Brings me face to face with my sin
I've got it, always had it
A reason to look within now
TAKE FLIGHT
To your sun again
Burns the sin straight from my hands
I've got it, always had it
A reason to live within now
Every time I fall
You catch me
And every time I lose control
You help me, you save me
And every time I lose myself
You find me, redefine me
MY GOD
How stained my hands have been
Makes me sick from inside out again
I've got it, always had it
A reason to look within now
STAND CLOSE
To my side again
Never stuck a knife in my back, friend
I've got it, always had it
A reason to live within now
Somebody to make me feel whole again
(better)
Somebody to make me want to love again
(my life gets better)
Somebody to make me see the sun again
(my life gets better)
Somebody to hold me, hold me
Until this life feels better
Every time I fall
And every time I lose control
You help me, you save me
And every time I lose myself
You find me, redefine me
And every time I hate myself
You love me, forgive me
And every time I lose myself

Life is so fragile
Like a trembling leaf
Time passes slower
With each day of misery
Things aren't so bad
Hey can you heal me
Hey, hey listen to me
Time fell down my crippled wall
And I get what I deserve
Hey, hey listen to me
Focus on your pain
Nothing else remains
How would you answer
If I did the same
Before I cut my skin

Gut knotted, you don't care
Mind rotting, through my stare
You walk away
Lifeless feeling in my mind
Bloody hands seem so divine
You think it'll go away
Cross my heart, hope to die
I lost my dream today
I lost my dream today
I lost my....
Cross my heart, hope to die
Pluck out my f***ing eye
I am broken everywhere
Loveless bastard, I don't care
I walk away
Tell me something I don't know
Tell me how I need to grow
Emotions drain
(Dream today)
YOU, you walked away
YOU, never planned to stay
YOU, you walk away, just get away, just stay away
I said
YOU, never plan to stay, just walk away, just stay away
I swear
Cross my heart hope to die
Cross my heart hope to, dear god my,
Guts knotted, showed no care
Mind rotted through my stare
You walked away
Lifeless feeling everyday
Bloody hands were my decay

Well did you notice
What's wrong with me
No I can't even breathe
When my head's low
It's not with shame
It's from this pain you bring
Well I can feel it again
This loss is slowly crushing me
Through all this pain and suffering
I need you back in my arms
After all this pain and suffering
I want you back in my arms
Do you like my frown
I had a smile once
You turned it upside down
Make amends with me
No I can't even see

When father time has closed my eyes
And I've said my final goodbyes
Out of sight when I'm out of your mind
Will you remember
My time is all I had to give
Weighed down by the life that I live
Could you, Should you, Would you remember
Will I live again?
When father time has closed my eyes
And I've said my final goodbyes
Out of sight when I'm out of your mind
Will you remember
Will you remember me
Will you forget me
Will you remember me
Will you hear me
My face painted with peace
My life embraced when you speak
Do you remember the child, boy, man
What's right is not what today brings
The sun rises but does not set
On our sweet memories now do you remember
When this world knocked me down
I stood my ground for another round
All the good times and every bad
And all the time between
My ears always listening
My soul inhaled when you breathe
Out of sight when I'm out of your mind
I will not leave you
I will remember you
I won't forget you
I will remember you
I won't, will you?

Tell me does your pride bleed
When you see me succeed
Is that the gist of your story
Now you had best get used to it
Cause I ain't about to quit
And I'm just now getting started

Shame me, claim me or deceive me
You grow sick every time you hear me say believe me

Every time I get one foot up
You want to tear it down
You deny medeceiver
Every time I get one foot up
You tear it down, knock it down, tear it down
Believerdeny me

I feel your hand on my throat
As well as the knife in my back
And the whole time you keep smiling
What is your reason for this
Why won't your hate just quit
Life would better if you weren't struggling

(Believer)
What's wrong with your world
Doesn't taste the same as mine
Aren't the shades the same as mine
Pain, Agony, Regret, Fear
Just dreams whisked away, taken away
So now does your pride still bleed
Every time that I succeed
Now that you know that I'll keep trying
Can your weak mind digest

This broken day will come and go
Broken and battered with nothing to show
Could this be the better part of my life
Something to hold on to white knuckle tight
I wait for something
You gave me nothing
I wait for something real
Something real
In the air I hear the sound of your voice
Too many questions with no clear choice
On my mind are the clouds in your sky
Will they rain down on you the day that I shine
I'd get down on my knees
With open wrists begging please
Oh won't you be my angel of sweet nothing
All that was said about the feelings I've bled
I want to disappear
My peddled flower my finest hour I've

Lost your mind when I made you mine Now we see eye to eye
Rolled dead thoughts and smoked them blind
Still roll them and roll them still
I will consume you, I will soon own you
I am the prize in your game
The victor and loser too
Say you will, say you will
Say you'll always be there to hold me
Say you will, say you'll forgive me
Well I've got my thoughts inside you
The need to pull them through
You know I'll never hurt you
Yesterday but tomorrow will
I'm wrapped inside you, i'm wrapped around you
I am the disease in your veins
Yesterday and tomorrow still
I'll pick up all your pieces
Puzzle heart your missing 2
Force them into the wrong places
Act like you want me to
I'll let you meet all my faces
And yet hide the real me from you
I'll show you everything that I
Everything that I want me to
I am inside you, I am around you
I am the disease in your veins

I keep your face deep inside, try to hide
All my memories bring you up again, up again
I keep a place deep inside try to hide you
All my hate speaks your name again, name again
Love, hate, game
Sinner, saint, same
Don't you recall what you did to me
Look at me now
Don't you remember what you've done to me
Look at me
I wish my pain onto you, all onto you
All the anger that you've spun in me, spun in me
Your mark was deep oh so true, shame on you
My mistrust was all from you, all from you
RIGHT! RIGHT!
1, 2 a million words for you
You are so perfect
Every time I swear I curse you
You're so damn faceless
With every look you drew me in
You were so perfect
Your games wore thin so says,
I keep my pain deep inside try to hide you
All your words bring me, bring me down again

I'll mimic everything you are to me
The way you walk, the way you talk
The way you breathe
Obsessions, Obsessing
Obsessing, Obsessions
Sing a song, sing your little song
Make it all make sense to me
Obsessing, Obsessions
Can't you see you are what I want my life to be
Oh can't you see you are me, can't you
You are me, dear god please
I don't wanna be everything that this god has planned for me
Can't you see you are my everything
I can't give everything this world will expect from me
You are my everything
Obsessions, Obsessing
Obsessing, Obsessions
When I'm through making me you
I'll be the best you that I can be
Obsessions
Can't you see how perfect you are to me
Can't you see you are me, can't you
See you walk like so
And you talk just like this
Could I be you if I, if I think like you
Can't you see how much you mean to me
I'm not obsessing
Can't you see how much I want your life for me
It's not an obsession
I wanna be just like you
Can't you see you are my everything
Can't you see you are me, you are
Can't you see how much you mean to me
Can't you see you are me
Can't you see you are my everything
Can't you see you are me, you are
can't you see how much I want your life for me