Trapped in a nightmare called life With no sign of exit I am gonna die My soul is filled with hate Can't see through my anger My selfconfidence has been dead for years How can I live this life I've been destroyed a thousand times Still try to stand tall Don't know how long I can fight back With the rope around my neck You get feed of my misery Stabbing the knife deep in my back I can't run and hide from myself Selfdestructive schizophrenic behaviour Can't run away form myself There's no way to escape Don't know how long I can fight back With the rope around my neck Cutting myself wide open Release the blood Watch the madman float away But not knowing it's killing me Cutting myself wide open Release the blood I'm slippin' away as it's Pumping out of my body