Orgy Album

I see the real you
You put me in my place
Close to perfection
You're out of control; you're out of control

Pardon me I feel the need to scream
I'm ill Stuck in the chemical abyss
I'm gripping at the walls around me
Pardon me if I was laughing at the crimes
I was laughing at the way you lie
Tell me why
All my lies come down to this

'Cause I don't need friends who try to wrap me up in red tape
Get 'em off my back they're dead weight
In case you didn't catch my signs the first time let me tell you again

All my life I tried to explain how I love myself to release the pain
Anti-magnetic so quit your b*****g, lying, crying
Tell me why

Lately inside I'm giving in to revenge
Tell me why I'm in over my head
Why I'm in over my head
I'm in so deep that

When I wake up I don't wanna know you
Tell me my name again
You're just a beautiful disgrace
A beautiful disgrace
A beautiful disgrace

Come with me so I can show you how to live
Burning the candle at both ends
I'm gripping at the walls around me
Don't complicate it
I'm addicted to this life
I'll be your token of attention
All my lies come down to this

Lately inside I'm giving in to revenge
Tell me why I'm in over my head
Why I'm in over my head
I'm in so deep that

Lately inside I'm giving in to revenge
Tell me why I'm in over my head
Why I'm in over my head

I see the real you
You put me in my place
Close to perfection
You're out of control

I see the real you
I saw through everything
Close to perfection
I saw through everything

If I could take away this pain
Just one more time, I might
I saw through everything
Tell me why I'm in over my head

When I wake up I don't wanna know you
Tell me my name again
You're just a beautiful disgrace
Such a beautiful disgrace
Disgrace, disgrace
You're such a beautiful disgrace
You're so vain, vain, vain

So grow your guilt from another vine
I've given this enough time (lately inside I'm giving in)
Grow your guilt from another vine
I've given this enough time (lately inside I'm giving in)
Grow your guilt from another vine
I've given this enough time (tell me why I'm in)
Grow your guilt from another vine
I've given this enough time

Grow your guilt you're a beautiful
Disgrace, (disgrace, disgrace)
Such a beautiful disgrace
You're so vain, vain, disgrace

Chemicals keep me under control
Chemicals keep me under control
Chemicals keep me under control
Chemicals keep me under control

Sleeping at the wheel
I can't feel my face
Maybe it's better this way
My stomach's twisted, all tied up in knots
And I'm feeling like I don't want this
Killing time as the clock goes
Tick tock, tick tock
They'll never keep you away from me
I know where you'll be tomorrow
What difference does it make to you?
I don't care ain't got the time
Winning the race for another line
It's written in my mind
Just to get it all away from me
Away from me
'Cause I think I'm falling

'Cause I think I'm falling
Falling out of touch with life
And I'm thinking it's all just a big mistake
I think I'm falling
Falling, out of touch with life
So what have I been telling myself?

Must be the rage deep down inside of me
Eating me away
Eating me away
Feelings are so vague, so wrong
So what have I been telling myself?

So I've been chosen
To be the victim of
Your misery
That's right I'm frozen
Chemicals keep me under control
So cold from all the ice and amphetamines
That I just might make you think

That Jesus was your middle name
As though it seems to be an act of God
But for now go ahead and believe what
You want to believe
'Cause I think I'm falling

'Cause I think I'm falling
Falling out of touch with life
And I'm thinking it's all just a big mistake
I think I'm falling
Falling out of touch with life
So what have I been telling myself

Must be the rage deep down inside of me
Eating me away
Eating me away
Feelings are so vague
So wrong
So what have I been telling myself?
Must be the rage deep down inside of me
Eating away
Eating me away
Feelings are so vague
So what have I been telling myself?

Myself [repeat x8]
You know what kills me?
Chemicals keep me under control [repeat x15]

Why is everybody hooked on
When you feel so desperate you got your grip on me
I take away all the trust and all the sympathy

Why is everybody hooked on everybody else

I'll guess I'll never understand it
Come and fill your head with lies
No I can't explain
Why everyone seems so vague

Must be the rage deep down inside of me
Eating me away
Eating me away
Feelings are so vague
So what have I been telling myself?

Feelings are so vague
So what have I been telling myself?

Must be the rage deep down inside of me
Eating away
Eating me away
Feelings are so vague
So what have I been telling myself?
Deep Inside it's eating me away
Feelings are so vague
Feelings are so vague

You and your misfit friends leaving dirty f*****g messages
You're always right, you're always right, you're always right, you're always right
F**k

You say you love me
That's what your saying
I think you're crazy
And the nuts are far behind you

I try to tell myself everything will be alright
I try to wake you up from acting out your stupid dreams
But don't look devastated now
There's more to come from this
Can you hear me?
Am I cutting out?

Now it's time to say goodbye
One of us needs to leave this place
Again you're falling right back down, right back down
So many reasons why one of us needs to leave this place
Again you're falling right back down
Right back down

No I can't change what you say
Tired of the games you play
You're dirty words play tricks on me
And you should feel so ashamed of the way
Feel so ashamed of decisions that you made

There's no control over this
So why do you try
Still find myself esteem in all your dreams
To get yourself attention
There's got to be a better way to relay your twisted messages

Hate to be the d**k to let you know
This is how we let things go
No one needs this s**t
Never should have stayed around this long
But I love the pain I feel, like you do
All day long, I want to know why
'Cause it makes no sense to me

No I can't change what you say
Tired of the games you play
You're dirty words play tricks on me
And you should feel so ashamed of the way
Feel so ashamed of decisions that you made
Right

You ask me what is wrong
And I'll tell you why
'Cause I never like the way you treated anyone
Especially your own kind
It's so strange sometimes
I wanna, I wanna know why
Why, why, why
I think there's something that I know

No I can't change what you say
Tired of the games you play
You're dirty words play tricks on me
And you should feel so ashamed of the way
Feel so ashamed of decisions that you made

The stupid things you say
And the f****d up games we play
And you should feel so ashamed of the way
The way, the way
Right
Right
Right
Right

Make up your mind

You couldn't make me
Anymore crazy
Than I could stand to be

So won't you just sympathize with me
And all the things I do to make you angry with me
What's wrong with me today
You say, I leave you all alone
Every time you call me
As if you needed reason to fall down
I know this must be hard for you to understand
And all this waiting takes too long for me
Make up your mind

You don't even know, what's good for you
You better keep your eyes on me
Maybe you're oblivious inside
And it's scary that you don't know
Your chances fade away
Fade away sometimes
Maybe you're oblivious inside

No you can't deny me
And I don't want to see you go away

You get angry when I ask what's on your mind
I should have been asking you what's been up your sleeve this whole time
'Cause now I know you're dangerous
And I know you're dangerous, but somehow you're contagious
Make up your mind

You don't even know, what's good for you
You better keep your eyes on me
Maybe you're oblivious inside
But it's scary that you don't know
Your chances fade away
Fade away sometimes
Maybe you're oblivious inside

You don't even know, what's good for you
You better keep your eyes on me
Maybe you're oblivious inside
But it's scary that you don't know
Your chances fade away
Fade away sometimes
Maybe you're oblivious inside

No you can't deny me
No you can't deny me
'Cause I don't want to see you go away

You don't even know, what's good for you
You better keep your eyes on me
Maybe you're oblivious inside
But it's scary that you don't know
But it's scary that you don't know
Your chances fade away
Fade away sometimes
Maybe you're oblivious inside

I know you don't mind
Invading my space, just leave me alone
(get you're a** off the phone)
Just because you think I'm wasting your time
I'm losing my mind again, let's get it started

I think I'm losing my mind this time
With the drama you create all the time
Look up heard your worlds a mess
Now you're out of my head from the lack of respect

Suffer the aftermath
If you pass the test then you pass the class
And I know you'll never find out the reason
The reason why, why
Don't need this pain
That keeps f*****g with me in my life
Leave me out of it
Forget about this pain that keeps f***** with me in my life

Leave me out of it
So leave me out of it
Leave me out of it
So leave me out of it

I'll never be the kind
To follow in your footsteps
All your pockets filling up with lies
You and your b**ch - a*s friends

I think I'm losing my mind this time
With the drama you create all the time
Look up heard your worlds a mess
Now you're out of my head from your lack of respect

Suffer the aftermath if you pass the test then you pass the class
And I know you'll never find out the reason
The reason why, why
Don't need this pain
That keeps f*****g with me in my life
Leave me out of it
Forget about this pain that keeps f*****g with me in my life
Leave me out of it
So leave me out of it

Wake me from this altered state
My future's looking, brighter all the time
I'm stumbling and delirious

Something's changed since those teenage days
I'm growing into my own
I'm the talk of the town
Looking strange and I'll say it out loud

There's nothing left to hide
When duplicating the obvious
And it's nothing we decide
Like you, like me

Twist my words so they read me wrong
The truth was never good enough for you
Is that the best you can do?
Talk me down look me in my face
Look at you now, feeling like the clown
Next time you should think it over

There's nothing left to hide
Nothing left to hide
When duplicating the obvious
When duplicating the obvious
And it's nothing we decide
Like you, like me

With no reason, you twist my words
'Cause you're helpless lost in a state of madness
In a state of madness
In a state of madness
Lost in a state of madness
In a state of madness
In a state of madness
Lost in a state of madness
In a state of madness
Lost in a state of madness
Lost in a state of madness

Every time you think of me like your g*****n trophy
It just pushes me away
Pushes me

I never said I'd make you mine
Why do you insist on pushing all the time
I know it's not my vivid imagination
Telling you lies
Telling you lies

It's funny how you found the time
To expose yourself and be another one of these
Psychos all around me
Psychos all around me
Like to say my head's not right
My head's not right

Medicated aren't we all
Turning into you
Got me crazed with what you do
Inside my head there's a vision of you
And nothing's changing
Nothing's changing
I want to run away
And you say it's alright
I want to run away

Walk away
Just go
I think you're pushing, pushing me
To seek and discover to notice you're different than all the rest
Keeps telling me to ask why

Would it really hurt you to leave me alone sometimes
To seek and discover your genius uncovered
Your pain
Nothing's changing
Nothing's changing

Medicated aren't we all
Turn me into you
Got me crazed with what you do
Inside my head there's a vision of you
And nothing's changing
Nothing's changing
I want to run away
And you say it's alright

I want to run away
Pushing me away
Pushing me away
Pushing me away
Pushing me, pushing me
Pushing me

Medicated aren't we all
Turning into you
Got me crazed with what you do
Inside my head there's a vision of you
And nothing's changing

Medicate it are we're all
Turn me into you
Got me crazed with what you do
You do
Inside my head there's a vision of you
And nothing's changing

Nothing's changing
Nothing's changing

Maybe it's not real
It's all inside my head
Maybe it's not real
It's all inside my head
And nothing's changing
It's all inside my head
And nothing's changing
It's all inside my head

Don't you bring me down
Kick me when I'm down

Put me away again
Every now and then
Your bottle spinning my fate
As I hold my breath
And you say you don't want any part of this now
Where did it go so wrong

I guess I'm finally finding out
It's got me tripping now
The little things, everywhere I go
It's such a shame
Why you held on, so long
Why don't you confuse me a little more?
Confuse me

And I never thought that you
Who would believe that I wasn't good enough?
Those things I never thought you'd do
You got the best of me

You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore
And I know, this will be the last time

You've got me, running in circles like a freak
So why do you try, to kick me when I'm down
I'm down, all the way down

Put me away again
Every now and then
Your bottle spinning my fate
While I hold my breath
Don't sweat the lies that you say I control
Confuse me a little more
(Confuse me)

And I never thought that you
Who would believe that I wasn't good enough?
Those things I never thought you'd do
You got the best of me
You and all your secrets don't need me
You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore
And I know, this will be the last time
You've got me, running in circles like a freak
So why do you try to, kick me when I'm down
I'm down

So when you say you've let me go, let me go
'Cause you didn't care about this, sorry you
I guess you'll be all right
Now that you've got things to go your way

How could you be like this?
This it the last time but you don't hear me though

You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore
And I know, this will be the last time
You've got me, running in circles like a freak
So why do you try to, kick me when I'm down
I don't understand the way
That you're thinking, thinking, Andrea

Who could believe that I wasn't good enough?
Who could believe that I wasn't good enough?
Confuse me a little more
Who would believe that I wasn't good enough?
Who could believe that I wasn't good enough?

I can't take this
No I can't take this
No I can't take this
'Cause this is f*****g up my mind
I can't take this
No I can't take this
No I can't take this
'Cause this is f*****g up my mind

What's eating at you now?
I can see right through you
No I'm not complaining
But you're running out of time

So what's become of this?
Just frowning faces
No more skeletons hiding
No point in confining
What needs to get out

Something inside of me
Has got me tripping on you
And I can't explain it
Maybe you're just no good for me
After all
Don't want it
Don't want it
Don't want it

I can't take this
No I can't take this
No I can't take this
'Cause this is f*****g up my mind
I can't take this
No I can't take this
No I can't take this
'Cause this is f*****g up my mind

Now that I'm reading between the lines
I need to leave this alone
I know with so much rejection
How could I be satisfied
Can you face it, not at all
Is it possible that it could be you
Who makes the mistakes

Something inside of me
Has got me tripping on you
And I can't explain it
Maybe you're just no good for me
After all

I can't take this
No I can't take this
No I can't take this
'Cause this is f*****g up my mind
I can't take this
No I can't take this
No I can't take this
'Cause this is f*****g up my mind

With or without this I'm alright
And part of me changes every time
Don't you know you're no good for me
Don't you know you're no good for me

I don't want it
Don't want it
Don't want it

I can't take this
No I can't take this
No I can't take this
'Cause this is f*****g up my mind
I can't take this
No I can't take this
No I can't take this
'Cause this is f*****g up my mind

I can't take this
No I can't take this
No I can't take this
'Cause this is f*****g up my mind