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where do we go on from here?
it's been so long, so hard
so what do we have to show except for ourselves?
I won't forget
please don't forget
I must strive to be ourselves
What if I were to wrap it in a dead seagull, would it find it's way home?
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please drag me away from this, I just don't want to go.
and I'm taking in everything and just want to know.
I've lost all direction and reason and seem so low
To everyone everytime, only if they'd know.
NO, I will lay down dead here.
this feeling takes over again and it's over soon.
I'm driving away from this and still it looms.
It seeps into everything and can empty you.
No, I will lay down dead here.
Sincerity empties me and all I see is a realization of how it's always been.
Just take me away because it seems so bad.
Please end on this day, so I won't feel bad...again.
you said that I'd never really forget this time
And I've known this before
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This afternoon I burned my eyes out of my head, but from what I read I'm fine...or dead
Now I understand just what was said..I never did.
Last night I died. Songs droned in fives, and in awkward times it creeps down my spine.
Now I understand just what was meant when it was said that I was dead.
And she sang these things only to me.
The only one who understands what she means and dreams.
We're completely streamed at the seams, sje looks through me and begins to speak...
what did you say?
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murders and motives for me, your alibis and witness won't mean a thing.
Try something different today, kill yourself then tell me my love is fake.
They say you love more when they die,
well if you're still dead and I'm still sad it won't help a thing.
To the point where I can't sleep, or even think again, I'm dead
Should have though this trough. Should have ran this by you.
I'am going through the steps for your death.
Knife fights and stab wounds for me, put up a fight and you'll see what I mean.
this is not the way I'd like to be.
Take your car and run me down and put me in my place if I kill you and you kill me,
we'll take a picture, think how romantic it will be.
To the point where we won't sleep or even live again. In love we are dead.
I have sadness,I'd rather have nothing. I have nothing. All I have is nothing.
That's just the way things go for me.
When I try hard I fall and falling you is like ripping out your ribs and holding them for you.
I'm not that half bad, it's hard for me to prove that.
Even though I feel I have nothing, I still have you with my nothing.
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she said you think nothing's wrong, well there is
I'm scared, I'm not really scared, well i am.
What's mine, what's mine is now yours, I promise.
I can't live this live now.
I don't need it, if i can't see it.
I don't need it, don't want to believe it.
I can't, i will not believe what they say.
They said all we have is two and one half years before all we have will die.
I can't, no i will not live this life now.
Trust your own love.
No, believe what you said, believe what you want to.
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I want to break my legs just so I won't forget to be nice to you.
I am not me.
Think about jumping backwards into a pool of salt and knives, now that's real pain
Not like your heartbreaks and tears.
I can't believe that was me.
I am not me.
I used to say, "I can't let me be who I am" I am not me.
I am alone with you.
I'll stay alone with you.
Let's try this theory of nothing means nothing.
If nothing meant nothing, then why did it hurt you so much?
I want to break my legs just so I won't forget to be nice to you.
There's so much left to say, the hardest thing to say is that I'm sorry
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I am scared as I can be, to where I can't breathe.
I am lonely as I can be,
lonely as I will let me be here alone with you.
With you.
I wished too hard, too much, too fast. I can't believe in...
And it hurt too much, and stopped me just right where I was.
I am lonely as I can be
lonely as I will let me be here alone with you.
With you
Sitting here wondering why I'm sitting here alone once again.
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No, I won't go, I want to stay here with you
No, I won't go, I want to stay here with you...
Now do what you know, don't hesitate, make that call.
If you need help, scream "HEY YOU", one more time, "hey you".
Dreams they don't help, but they do stop the hurt
For now I guess we will have to figure this one out...
Now do what you know, don't hesitate, make that call.
If you need help, scream "HEY YOU", one more time, "hey you".
It's the passing of America
passing of America (x's 4 )
It's the passing of America
passing of America (x's 4 ) [trust your own]
I wanted to cry (x's 3)
I wanted to...
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And now you will know, what you will say,
let it be known, you do what you say...
You say what you know.
I get confuse that me is me and you is you,
if that's the way it is supposed to be, when we are together.
I wish I was there for you when he died
I know now. You stay when you stay and go when you go.
If that's the way it is supposed to be.
I try, but some times things get hard...
When that's the way it is supposed to be.
When we are together. I wish I was there for you when he died.
I hate this part of me. I will hate myself, I realiza hapiness dies when I'm not with you.
I don't want this to die, I don't want to make you cry.
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Too late tonight, I'm gone
And you're miles ahead, and I'm lost.
Throughout this darkened scene,
their skies are what I dream.
The light resides in lines,
offset in different times.
And I'm blinded by a sea
of this strange memory.
Frames change and I'm still lost.
scene stills lay still in this fog,
And I try only to,
see straight into, through you.
Your eyes become so bare, round, eager empty stare.
And I'm blinded by a sea of this strange memory.
And I am...and I see.. it's just me.
And I drift quietly, through the trees.
My mind separates from my body.
Days late and I'm not around now.. I don't care.
Dreamscapes, escape all my thoughts. Awake.
I dream of a fate I cannot, escape now, it's too late.
Time dies in straight lines. Waiting, and I can't take anything,
I try to believe everything, but I can't.
Follow me again, out from everything.
The dark skies I have dreamt are all lies I have meant...
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