Lifehouse Album

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I question where to go
And I don't know what I'm tapping into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world 
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I question where to go
And I don't know what I'm tapping into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you

If shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes would you believe me
If I said I am tired of this now here we go one more time
I tried to climb your steps I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way I tried to change this mind
You better believe I tried to beat this
When will this end it goes on and on and over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know it won't stop till I step down from this for good
I never thought I'd end up here I never thought I'd be standing 
Where I am I guess I kind of thought it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time 

This doubt is screaming in my face in this familiar place, 
Sheltered and concealed
And if this night won't let me rest 
Don't let me second guess what I know to be real 
Put away all I know for tonight 
And maybe I just might learn to let it go 
Take my security from me and maybe finally I won't have to know everything 
I am falling into grace to the unknown to where you are
And faith makes everybody scared it's the unknown, 
The don't-know that keeps me hanging on to you 
I got nothing left to defend 
I cannot pretend that everything makes sense 
But does it really matter now if I do not know how to figure this thing out 
I am against myself again trying to fit these pieces in walking on a cloud of dust to get to you

Can't change this feeling 
I'm way out of touch can't change this meaning it means too much
Never been this lonely never felt so good
Can't be the only one misunderstood I remind myself of somebody else
Feeling like I'm chasing like I'm facing myself alone
I've got somebody else's thoughts in my head I want some of my own
I want some of my own I want some of my own
Can you see me up here would you bring me back down
Cause I've been living to see my fears as they fall to the ground
I remind myself of somebody else
Feeling like I'm chasing like I'm facing myself alone
I've got somebody else's thoughts in my head I want some of my own
I want some of my own I want some of my own am I hiding behind my doubts
Are they hiding behind me closer to finding out it doesn't mean anything

Could you let down your hair 
And be transparent for a while 
Just a little while 
See if your human after all 
Honesty is a hard attribute to find 
When we all want to seem like we've got it all figured out 
I may be the first to say that I don't have a clue 
I don't have all the answers 
And god I pretend like I do just 
Trying to find my way 
Trying to find my way the best that I know how 

Well I haven't memorized all the cute things to say 
But I'm working on it 
Maybe I'll master this art for today 
I'd I qoute all the line off the top of my head 
And you'd be 
I dont understand all of these things Ive read 
Im just trying to find my way 
Trying to find my way 
Trying to find my way the best that I know how 

Well I havent drawn it or figured out quite yet 
But even if it takes my whole life 
To get to where I need to be 
And if I should fall to the bottom of the end 
I'll be one step back to you 
I'm trying to find my way 
Trying to find my way 
Oh, I'm trying to find my way 
Trying to find my way

She's got a pretty smile it covers up the poison that she hides 
She walks around in circles in my head waiting for a chance to take me a 
Chance to break me a chance to take me down now I see this burden you gave me is too much to 
Carry too much to bury inside I guess you're the only one that nobody changes 
I guess you're the only one left standing when everything else goes down 
You're still the only one, you're still the only one 
It's all shallow and all so appealing I'm up to my ankles and I'm drowning 
Anyway in a sea of sarcastic faces familiar places where everything looks 
Quite the same here it's all confusingly amusing bitter and tainted 
The picture you painted to me I guess you're the only one that nobody changes I guess you're 
The only one left standing when everything else goes down you're still the only one 
Who will never change faces I guess you're the only one left standing 
When everything else goes down just 'cause it's all in your head 
Doesn't mean it has to be in mine don't believe what you said still can't get it out of my mind 
I've tried to find myself in approval I've already been there already done that it got me nowhere 
It brought me nothing but a good place to hide in no one to confide in now 
I guess you're the only one that nobody changes I guess you're the only one who will never 
Change faces I guess you're the only one

Catch your breath hit the wall scream out loud as you start to crawl back in 
Your cage the only place where they will leave you alone 'cause the weak will 
Seek the weaker until they've broken them could you get it back again 
Would it be the same fulfillment to their lack of strength 
At your expense left you with no defense they tore it down and i have 
Felt the same as you, I've felt the same as you, I've felt the same 
Locked inside the only place where you feel sheltered where you feel safe 
You lost yourself in your search to find something else to hide behind 
The fearful always preyed upon your confidence 
Did they see the consequence when they pushed you around 
The arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones 
Breaking them 'til they've become just another crown 
Refuse to feel, Anything at all refuse to slip, Refuse to 
Fall can't be weak, Can't stand still you watch your back, 
'Cause no one will you don't know why they had to go 
This far traded your worth for these scars for your only 
Company don't believe the lies that they told to you 
Not one word was true you're alright, You're alright, 
You're alright

Too many voices, It won't take long 
Which one's right, which one's wrong 
Yours is most likely to be misunderstood 
Screaming in tongues 
On the top of my lungs 
'Til i find you, 'Til you found me 
Somehow i always knew that you would 
And i am contemplating matters 
All this cling and clatter 
In my head, and what you said 
Is ringing, ringing faster 
And it's all good if you would 
Stop the world from making sense 
And if i could just realize 
It doesn't really matter 
It doesn't really matter 
It doesn't really matter 
If i could touch 
The sound of silence now 
You know i would if i knew how 
To make these intentions 
Come around 
I'm hearing without listening 
And believing every word 
You are not saying 
Speaking without a sound 
Trapped inside 
Of these four walls 
Walking brainless muppet dolls 
Mushroom face 
Beneath the tangles 
Bleeding silhouette inside 
Dancing like an angel would

I've found a long way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what I'm gonna do
When I get there...
Take a breath and hold on tight
And spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah
Where I wanna be...

I'm looking past the shadows in my mind
Into the truth and I'm
Trying to identify the voices in my head
God, I wish it were you
Let me feel one more time what it
Feels like to feel and
And break these callouses off of me one more time

'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside your door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah-ah...

I don't want a thing from you
I bet you're tired of me
Waiting for the scratch to fall off
Of your table to the ground...
'Cause I just wanna be here now...

'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah...

'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside Heaven's door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah
Where I wanna be...
Where I wanna be...

You could be right
And I'll be real
Honesty won't be a pain
That you will have to feel

'Cause I don't need your approval to find my worth
I've been trapped inside of my own mind
Afraid to open my eyes cause of what I'd find
And I don't want to live like this anymore

There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them falling
'Cause this feeling
That has no meaning

There goes the world
Off of my shoulders
There goes the world
Off of my back
There it goes

Does it scare you that I can be something different than you
Would it make you feel more comfortable if I wasn't
You can't control me
And you can't take away from me who I am

There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them falling
'Cause this feeling
That has no meaning

There goes the world
Off of my shoulders
There goes the world
Off of my back

You can't change me
You can't break me

There goes the world
Off of my shoulders
There goes the world
Off of my back

Have you ever felt
Like your only comfort was your cage
You're not alone
I have felt the same as you
Have you ever felt
Like your secrets give you away
You're not alone
I have been there too

Everyone is looking
And everyone is laughing
But I think everyone feels the same
Everybody wants to feel okay
Everybody wants to
Everybody wants to feel

There goes my pain
There goes my chains
Did you see them falling
'Cause this feeling
That has no meaning

There goes the world
Off of my shoulders
There goes the world
Off of my back

'Cause I don't want it
I don't want it

You can't change me
You can't break me

There goes the world
Off of my shoulders
There goes the world
Off of my back
There it goes

I can't be losing sleep over this, no I can't
And now I can not stop pacing
Give me a few hours, I'll have all this sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head but underneath my feet
Cuz by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

Cuz I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real, and just a dream
What is real, and just a dream
What is real, and just a dream

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

Cuz I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real, and just a dream
What is real, and just a dream
What is real, and just a dream

Find me here
Speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That is leading me to the place where I find peace again
You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the life to my soul
You are my purpose
You are everything
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
You calm the storms
You give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart and you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper now
'Cause you're all I want
You are all I need