The story comes in use
When I disappear
I lived in a dreamworld
Away from my fear
This world is much too demanding
For me to stay
I took all the chances
I could take
Holding my head in my hands
I won't look back
Holding my head in my hands
I lived out my weakness
Protected by lies
I felt all the pleasure
Behind my disguise
My life was a secret
But nobody cared
When I was in in pain
They all just stared
When I look back
I won't regret
And I'll never forget
The things I did
I felt the shame
And I couldn't share
This pain will always be there
Holding my head in my hands
I won't look back
Holding my head in my hands
Holding my head in my hands
I won't look back
Just holding my head in my hands
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