I have a fear of rejection
But you won't see it in my be-judgment
Arrogance is my biggest fault
But it's the thing I hate most of all
But maybe I'm just crazy and grew up too fast
This is heaven and hell all at once
This is all I got and all I want
But like a lost soul I will wander the globe till this feeling's gone
Sitting in his bedroom scared as hell
Listening to The Libertines on the vinyl player on his shelf
Getting nervous as I leave his door
Drinking quite a lot and then drinking quite a lot more
But maybe I'm just crazy and grew up too fast
This is heaven and hell all at once
This is all I got and all I want
But like a lost soul I will wander the globe till this feeling's gone
Cigarette by candlelight
This became my view of the night
Summertime was my biggest squeeze
So much to do and so many to please
But maybe I'm just crazy and grew up too fast
This is heaven and hell all at once
This is all I got and all I want
But like a lost soul I will wander the globe till this feeling's gone
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