Last Days of April Album

always yours to throw away
from here to anywhere
will you be there to catch me?
the world's so small from up here
there are things you held from me
things confuse and things scare x2

out the door, for you to see no more
I never thought I could forgive you x2

I found this place now
this place where I'm fine
for you to see no more
for me to breathe much more than air
a place where I am fine
a place where I don't mind about you

what I'd give to
be the one
to have my name linger
on your tongue

warm-hearted you
became so numb
I'm not on your tongue

will aspirins and alcohol
someway decrease the ache
from knowing that you'll do to him
the same you did to me
that's nice, that's nice

thought they were mutual
those loving words
thought it was more than
just making love

warm-hearted you
became so numb
I'm not on your tongue

will aspirins and alcohol
someway decrease the ache
from knowing that you'll do to him
the same you did to me
that's nice, that's nice
that's nice, that's nice

Would you trade me
For more of yourself
When it's silent
Try not to give too much
So you won't grow tired

And I knew you
The good and the bad
The days i recall being wonderful
And I lost you
Because I held it back

Please tell me that everything will work out fine
Pictures taken fast
The proof that I've known you
In albums stuck to bleach
But memories they'll keep

If this is the last dance
Then may i have it

Words I keep in here
Thoughts that make me scared
Always seem to show
Your eyes let me know you know

It's not you, it's all me
As if me taking all the blame would
Make you feel much better now
But all lights burn out

What I'd like to say
Is that staying friends is okay
But you and me we know
In one heart love would grow

It's not you, it's all me
As if me taking all the blame would
Make you feel much better now
But all lights burn out

Same time tomorrow when I wake up
Will the violins be playing?
When my heart finally opens
Will you be there to embrace me?
Because it's all so crazy now
It's all so fucked up now

It's not you, it's all me
As if me taking all the blame would
Make you feel much better now
But all lights burn out

I always thought that I
Would find what I lack in you

I thought we'd make it there in time, that from one spark we'd make it burn.
My heart is lit the fire glows, glowing me choking you..
So quench me and feel free,to breathe in what I breathe out.
Just don't leave.

It's no game if you're not here to play.
Drop a bomb to see if we're okay.
It's always changing.
For you to feel alive I have to die.
Never give up, you babe that's no lie!
Nothing can change this.

It's not from hearing nothing's wrong.
Everything's fine, couldn't hurt more.
Never dreamed to raise my voice..
Whispering me, left you no choice.
But to quench me, and feel free, to breathe in what I breathe out.
I won't scream

It's no game if you're not here to play.
Drop a bomb to see if we're okay.
It's always changing.
For you to feel alive I have to die.
Never give up, you babe that's no lie!
Nothing can change this.

It's no game if you're not here to play.
Drop a bomb to see if we're okay.
It's always changing.
For you to feel alive I have to die.
Never give up, you babe that's no lie!
Nothing can change this.

time, thought I'd make friends with time
that's something that I would't mind
to make friends with time

fear, whoever came too near
whoever made me feel like
I could love my whole life

it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you

arms, how I hate autumn arms
around my throat until I choke
breathe in and breathe out
night, when I trade day for night
when everything seems alright
I break through thin ice

it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you

It seems like it all comes crashing
I'm sorry so damn sorry
Shove me aside so you can take it all
You always took it all
With me aside no need for you to whore
You won't hurt me no more
How can your two hands and ten fingers move nine planets
Why do you keep it up when we both know you won't manage
It seems like it all comes crashing down
I'm sorry so damn sorry
We both know this balloon won't take us too far
Shove me aside so you can steal it all
You always stole it all, ith me aside you'll save yourself from me
And maybe me from you

In here, there's so much more than just air.
It's all that we used to light up.
Give so much love,
feed to our dreams,
you made me swear I'd stay,
so don't walk away,
dont walk away,
dont walk away,
dont walk away..
Some may say, that distance makes strong hearts break.
I want you to know it's normal to be scared!
As frightened as I am shaking on the floor thinking of where you are right now.

We've got everything here baby if something's not right, we'll fix it.
And if you need more time just go ahead and say it.
Yeah, you know where to find me baby.

It's only been one day now, and I'm already on the phone.
I need more time she says..
because time makes feelings fade..

We've got everything here baby if something's not right, we'll fix it.
And if you need more time just go ahead and say it.
You know where to find me baby.
Yeah, you know were to find me baby.
Yeah, you know were to fin me baby..
You.. You.. You..

you, it was always you for me
nothing could change it, me
was there ever me for you
it's always changing

some we're holding up too high
so you're sorry now
so you need me now
as if I ever loved you
as if I would walk down to the altar with you
as if I would care for someone other than you

tears, how they make us stay
'til our cheeks dry from comfort
time, and we thought it would heal
as if i could make you want me

some we're holding up too high
so i'm slipping out of your head
while you'll stay put in mine

time, thought I'd make friends with time
that's something that I would't mind
to make friends with time

fear, whoever came too near
whoever made me feel like
I could love my whole life

it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you

arms, how I hate autumn arms
around my throat until I choke
breathe in and breathe out
night, when I trade day for night
when everything seems alright
I break through thin ice

it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you, it's only you,
it's only you