In Fear and Faith Album

Watch me, don't follow me!
I'm failing my family,
Becoming a tragedy!
You cant stop this by any means!
I wont give an apology!
So watch me build tolerance!
I don't need any deliverance!

As I recall it was unbearable ,
It's all in my head.

We've already lost a significant amount of time,
You know I couldn't fake this if I tried.
(I couldn't fake this if I tried!)
I realize that the single life, is not the average alibi!
We've all been ready for the lonely life.

This is tearing me apart!
Maybe it's not for me, maybe someone else should be,
Tearing themselves apart!
Then again maybe I'm right where I'm supposed to be!

They always say that the only way,
Is to promise yourself to stay
(There's so many of you that come to watch me die)
They always say that we have to be ,
(What they're waiting for?)
But you're letting it all go by.

We've already lost a significant amount of time,
You know I couldn't fake this if I tried.
(I couldn't fake this if I tried!)
I realize that the single life, is not the average alibi!
We've all been ready for the lonely life.

(Watch me, don't follow me!)
Our lives have been running out,
And we're fine with where we're heading now.
It's running out!

Her bones are buried in the backyard along with my integrity
I tested your honor you questioned my faith
Now look where you are you're right where you'll stay

Its time for you to know that I'm loathing
You'll never see me again

I can see your eyes have been wandering slowly
Do you have any last words?

Oh no I can see you've been lying through your teeth
Who's breathing now?

I hope your ready to leave this place cause you are going either way
We've fallen far too distant

All you were good for was everything but I guess that wasn't enough to keep you alive
I'm horrified by my potential
I am so capable of terrible things
I really hate goodbyes

There's no way that I could just let it slide
I did this to you
I did this to you

And all this time I never knew regret is for you
For you

Oh no I can see that you have been lying through your teeth
Who's breathing now?

I hope you are ready to leave this place cause you are going either way
We've fallen far too distant.

I'm ready to forget
I'm ready to forget
I'm ready to forget you

Let's get this straight
The moment that you met me was your biggest mistake.
One you'll never forget.

I can't imagine never meeting you and knowing you.
Life without consequence is no life at all.

The past few months I've done some terrible things.
But you were my worst, you are my biggest mistake.

You are the only one that's changing me,
from what is in my heart.

You had to know, you had to know.

I never want to see you again.
You want forgiveness then you'll find religion.
This is my finest hour.
Everybody's gone at last.

I can't stop.

You are the only one that's changing me,
from what is in my heart.

I can't fix everything.
You're leaving me no choice, at all
Today is lost, is lost, is lost

Taking back all the words that you've said,
all the things that you've done.
It will not change a thing.

We're all a part of this,
we can't make it alone.
And all the seas have been pulling what's left to the bottom,
creating a place for the lonely.
And all the seas are falling over my head,
washing me back to the beginning.

I shouldn't have failed to make a change within you.
There's a reason why the evil won't prevail.

I know you know!

It's been a long time coming.
You know you shouldn't be testing me, be testing me.
It's been a long time coming.
You know you shouldn't be testing me, be testing me.

You're honestly, you're honestly thought that I could change this time.
You shouldn't be testing me!)
You're honestly, you're honestly thought I could change this time.
(You shouldn't be testing me!)

It's been a long time coming.
(Taking back all the words that you've said!)
You know you shouldn't be testing me, be testing me.
(All the things that you've done! It will not change a thing!)

It's been a long time coming.
(Taking back all the words that you've said!)
You know you shouldn't be testing me, be testing me.
(All the things that you've done! It will not change a thing!)

So you think that I,
Should I be a man free of sin?
I've done enough to prove,
That I am not capable of this!
I'm not claiming that I'm all that bad,
But I'm not surprised I've created distance from my past

Three-Hundred-And-Sixty-Five days to go!
I was a different man!
Watch my world caught on fire!
There has been a slight change of plan!
More liquor was poured,
Found out love is for whores!
White powder, allowed bad ideas to form!
All of this is consequence,
this year could be my last!

Maybe I am crazy,
(How about a taste of my own private hell?)
But either way I am,
Okay, I'm alive today!
(One day you'll know the pain I feel!)
But it won't take away this pain.

One day I'm expecting to pay for
The things I've done in this life.
I've tried to take my time,
But it never turns out right.
I know it's just a matter of time...

If only all of you,
Could see into my mind!
Then you would probably find
A boy who's barely clinging to life!


Maybe I am crazy,
(I bought the ticket and I took the ride!)
But either way I am,
Okay, I'm alive today!
(I wouldn't trade it for anyone's life!)
But it won't take away this pain.

The rage subsides between these two,
I see that you don't belong to me.
It seems to me the stage is falling through,
Onto you.

And if you let me go,
I'll be used, I'll be used.
And I won't let them ever become what you,
What you are.

It's happening again!
Only different now!
So much to say, so little time!
Whatever happens next is in your hands!
The only thing left to do is stay alive!
And if you promise that you'll help me,
I will do just that!

When it's over,
It won't be the end.
If I see this through,
We can stop and strand.
(Go back!)
You were never quite prepared,
For this from the start.
We'll save this for later,
Just keep breathing.

All you have is a stage for everyone to know,
What's happened to you.
What's happened to you?

I'm wearing thin,
My mind is failing me now!
I know it's my own fault,
For reasons I can't tell you how!
I don't need your criticism!
You don't need to speak out loud!
I've got everything I need here,
So shut your mouth!

When it's over,
It won't be the end.
If I see this through,
We can stop and strand.
(Go back!)
You were never quite prepared,
For this from the start.
We'll save this for later,
Just keep breathing.

I can't, I really can't say much about you!

Oh, you want to know what happened to me?
I've made a few mistakes,
Something needs to change.

Oh, you want to know what happened to me?
I'm better off this way,
Things are falling into place.

Yeah, that's right,
I'm gonna be the one who takes you when you die!
Yeah right, I am satisfied without being born twice!

You know you're,
Wasting time trading life for lies to discover.
I mean this is eternity!

In this life there's only wrong and right,
That's for you to decide.
You better make up your mind!

Oh, you want to know what happened to me?
I've made a few mistakes,
Something needs to change.

Oh, you want to know what happened to me?
I'm better off this way,
Things are falling into place.

If you are only trying to make me plead.
Did you ever stop wondering, wondering?

If I can't change your mind, I'll just disconnect mine!

Yeah, that's right,
I am his only son,
The one who has to die.
Yeah right, the only way I'll go to heaven is in this disguise.

You know you're,
Wasting time trading life for lies to discover.
(What's left of you won't matter in the end.)
I mean this is eternity!

In this life there's only wrong and right,
So don't forget you have a choice!

It's time to make your mark!

Now listen up, I'm not your counselor,
I'm not your father who held you back
When you were ready to move on.

My life is based on someone else's lie!
I am no role model!

I alone found a way inside,
Leave it alone so you save your pride.
I know what is hidden in your eyes,
It's terrible knowing how to take your soul.

I hope that when you're dreaming,
you see me and you're screaming!

Now go tell everyone you know,
I'm not quite finished yet!

And you know you're breathing the first sighs of a lonely life.
How do you sleep at night?
(How do you sleep at night knowing that I'm coming for you?)
This time It's only right to teach you a lesson.
(One day you'll wake up to find me waiting.)

I alone found a way inside,
Leave it alone so you save your pride.
I know what is hidden in your eyes,
It's terrible knowing how to take your soul.

I alone found a way inside,
Leave it alone so you save your pride.

You told me that it wasn't personal.
I traded everything for this and now it's gone.
Where is this coming from?
Once more you're recovering from all the things you've done.

I'm strong enough to breathe the air into my lungs.
I saw this coming, maybe this is right.

All I want is for you to remember me,
Not sure I've done enough.
In the end this is only a melody,
I guess that I will just
Try my best to sleep
And I'll wake up wondering...

If anyone knows what is wrong, with what I have become?

I'm strong enough to breathe the air into my lungs.
I saw this coming, maybe this is right.

(Feels like forever since we laid down.
I never imagined you to be the one to make feel like
I've been falling through
And maybe you just need some time,
Or maybe it's too late.
I realise that I was only pushing you away.)

I'm begging, I'm begging you.
I'm begging, I'm begging you.

If anyone knows what is wrong, with what I have become?

Who am I to say,
What is right and what is wrong?
Like I know that it's okay! (It's okay!)
So hear what you want to hear!
If it's my words then I guess I will stay! (I will stay!)
If not then I'll be on my way!

Don't wait, just fake it.
I don't care where you were before,
It doesn't matter.
(It doesn't matter where you came from, or where you want to die!)
All this time you should be feeling stronger but your not.

Speak your mind, don't be afraid!
They can not tell you what to say!
Don't let them get into your head!
Just tell them this is what I said!

Way down inside of us all,
Is something dark now let it out!

Hope has lost the battle.
I bring your faith to life.
I'm calling you out to show you everybody,
Is laying their hearts on the line.

I don't know why I've been dying,
To know if anyone feels the same inside.
(Just let it out)
I don't care where you were before,
It doesn't matter.
(It doesn't matter where you came from, or where you are today!
All this time you should be feeling stronger but your not.
(Let it out! Let it out!)

Just let it out!
Just let it out!

[No lyrics]

I'm resting my eyes so I can see you clearly,
When I leave you shaking and barely breathing.

This sudden love oh so picture perfect,
That I got to know you.
A dream come true,
Turns into a nightmare.
I can't believe
That I thought you were the one
But that head of yours has got to go,
That's why you came undone.

No more diamonds, it's over,
It's time for you to go.
I'm sorry it had to,
but we both know.

Once everything is said and done
You'll be my afterthought,
Cause I only want to see you
Long enough to make you hurt.
(Long enough to make you hurt!)

You can hold on,
You if you say it isn't so.
But tomorrow will be gone before you know.

Turn around, walk away, and never come back!

Don't you dare ever think that I care for you,
I've got my friends and my family to get me through!

I see that you're changing,
From the one I knew,
To the one I'm used to.

And I know you're changing,
From the one I know,
To the one I don't!

Once everything is said and done
You'll be my afterthought,
Cause I only want to see you
Long enough to make you hurt.

You can hold on,
You if you say it isn't so.
But tomorrow will be gone before you know.

Just so you know if it were up to me I would be living the high life
But for now I'm taking steps in the wrong direction just to get by
So take it or leave it

This ones for you, you know who you are
Please leave well enough alone
Just because I'm not smiling doesn't mean I'm about to go
Don't pick me up I'm fine right where I am

I'm going to leave this town tonight
And fall asleep til the sun rise
Cause I got to change my life
What did this to you?
I don't need to be told twice
I'd be willing to give my life just to say goodbye
What did this to you?

Please leave well enough alone
Just because I'm not smiling doesn't mean I'm about to go
Don't pick me up I'm fine right where I am

So many things could have made me this way I don't regret a single day This is what I was made for, was made for, was made for!

Just like you did before me I will follow sound
I plan on being everything you were to what are you
I know you didn't live long I cannot promise I will to
I'm saying everything I can as a tribute!

I'm going to leave this town tonight
And fall asleep til the sun rise
Cause I've got to change my life
What did this to you?
I don't need to be told twice
I'd be willing to give my life just to say goodbye
What did this to you?

...........
You made me who I am today
I remember the first time I heard you it changed my life!

You're the only one who knows this.
Oh my god.
Lose control in spite of me
You've already lost your place
I won't follow until you tell me,
you'll be fine.

This is a disaster, who would have thought
we'd end up here.
All this time wasted on other things.
We were meant for something greater.
But now we are ready for what comes later.

Clear the air before you go
You can't even smile,
But at least we will know
our places within the limits of self control.

Feeling alive for the very first time
I could die right now.
This is a declaration.
Just remember nothing is ever so bad
that it could not be worse.