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I've got an antisocial habit
you'd think I'm from another planet
am I here too soon
to inhabit you

Am I taking you for granted
'cause that's not the way I planned it
why do I act the way I do
I act like a fool

My eyesight is blinded by the sunlight
but I know it makes me feel right
when I'm standing next to you

If everything I said to you was true
I know what it takes to
why can't I say what I want to
I know what it takes to

I've got a antisocial habit
you'd think I'm from another planet
am I here too soon
to inhabit you

I can't go on in life deceiving
don't know what I believe in
but I know what I should do

I know what it takes to
I know how to take you
I know that it takes two

This will go nowhere, why bother
still live with my mom and father
when I'm with you I am not myself, I'm half a man
far too lost for you to find me
wasted like the early nineties

Is this what it's like to feel
somehow I forgot to mention
I hope this isn't real
at least you know you got my attention

And I've been acting like
a fool and I've been lost
seems that I've lost my self control
You don't deserve an explanation
I don't approve a thing you do

I've been waiting for you
don't know if I can make it through to
save you

You're still searching for something you already have
lighting fuses at both ends lets see what happens
You're still searching for something you already have
I'm tired of faking for you

Dig your nails in scratching my skin
I think you carved your name in
constant reminders burning fires
I think I'll throw myself in

I've got my hands around your neck
and I'm squeezing them tightly
I feel you slipping away
and your paleness it haunts me

You're weighing me down
when you're here and when you're not around
and I fear the sound
and the silence that we've found
never really ever seems to be
never really ever felt the need
never really ever seems to be
convenient for me

It was the greatest mistake
and I complain but I failed you
like a noose around my neck
you're holding me back
and I can't breathe

I feel your pain and taste the blood
as furious as I can be
I'll call you bluff I've had enough
you have my heart you own my soul
I am infected by you
so hard to let you go

Should have never happened that way
I made a mistake that changed forever
I don't know what I'm supposed to say
but like cheap trick I surrender

When I laid my eyes on you I knew
that this was forever
how could I have been such a stupid fool
I'm not so clever

I forgot what happened that day
wish I could go back and make it better
I had my guard up there's nothing you could say
the white flags up now I surrender

When I laid my eyes on you I knew
that this was forever
how could I have been such a stupid fool
I'm not so clever

What a train wreck another bad day
I'm drinking myself through a week long bender
I don't know what I'm supposed to say

I feel like a failure
does anybody care
they say your a breakthrough
and you're on your way there

I have no feelings
is that what you think
this world has no meaning
and this ship's about to sink

And the way that you looked at me
I'm lucky I'm still alive
gonna fail you this time
gonna run away gonna fail you one last time

I feel like a captive
I'm under your spell
with eyes that could cut through
they can send you straight to hell

I feel like a failure
does anybody care
they say your a breakthrough

I had to hear about it from a friend of mine
you took your precious time
I know it's hard but you didn't even try
and you can't hide forever

Do you think about it is it on your mind
you fucked yourself this time
I know it's hard but it's not really a crime
and I can't hold a grudge forever

I want you to somehow tell the truth
and I want to somehow forgive you
before it slips away

And I've found there's an emptiness in me
turn this bottle down

Are you safe and warm inside
is your conscience clear tonight
are you deceitful unfaithful
here's your chance to make this right
no matter how you feel inside
are you deceitful unfaithful of lies

You're not telling me something I know
you're haunted by the consequence that follows
no one wants to be alone

When you take a look inside
and swallow all your pride
are you forgetful regretful
I can see it in your eyes
the darkness holds you tight
you are deceitful unfaithful of lies

You cause this grief
you can't believe that your wrong
created this doubt
you sold me out

I don't want to feel like
I've been wasting your time
want to be the best you ever knew
holding on tight to you

Another sour sunrise
better open my eyes
I got too many things to do
holding on tight to you

It's hard to be strong when your heart is weak
and your head is barely sown on
when your taste is bitter sweet
and you're singing the same old song

Another sour sunrise
better open my eyes
got too many things to do
holding on tight to you

Something doesn't feel right
dark clouds in the pink skies
another storm is passing through
holding on tight to you

I know how it feels tonight
heart's on overdrive
never gonna get you to see it right
never gonna get to you

I can't remember
a single word you said
didn't make much sense anyway

You can't deliver
the right words to say
and I hope that you can

Make some sense of statements you've made
your lies and your claims
curiosity is eating my brain
I'm going insane

Save yourself from drowning alone
how long have you known
curiosity is eating my bones
how long have you known

Why don't you get me through this

Feels like I'm riding a low
seem I've run out of road
feels like I'm running on a low
seems I've lost control

Never gonna get through this if I don't try
and you know I'm losing my grip
my train of thought
my mind
wish I could die

Feels like I'm riding a low
I've got nowhere to go
feels like a hole in my soul
seems I lost control

No one can erase this sour taste
I got from you
No one can replace our ever embrace

Like the sunlight you shine
when your body's against mine
like the moonlight you ache
like the blood in my veins

You make me feel like I'm stoned
never have I felt so shallow
felt so alone in my head
(please take me back where the feeling's not dead)

In the moonlight you fade
in the dawn of a new day
at the sunlight I blaze