If it's ok I'll leave the bedlight on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if it's alright
I'll lie awake at night
Pretending I am curled up at your side.
See I'm circling in these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times.
And if its alright I'll still be loving you
Cause I cant break it to my heart
Is it just me
Did I commit a crime?
I won't believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time
Was it in my head
Leading into things you never said
Cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I want to think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around.
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times.
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
Cause I cant break it to my heart
And nothing will come between us
I want to convince myself we're perfect
In every single way
As long as I can keep the truth away
From my heart
Cause I can't break it to my heart
Cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I want to think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around.
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times.
And if its alright I'll still be loving you
But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times.
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
Cause I cant break it to my heart
I can't break it to my heart