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Not My Funeral
Let me get this one flat out straight
Illuminate please it's not too late
Since when did you become god?
You might be right. I've been tattered
'n torn. self destructing since I was born
So what's got to do with you?
Close yet far - I've gone now
Safe and sound - I don't know how
Knuckled under - never giving up
And it all goes to show exactly what?
So much fun when you can tell me I'm dun
Such a sweet unchaining sound
Whisper me softly that I'm gonna die young
Before you do take a look into the ground
It's not my funeral
If you rip my life apart in no time
I'll put it back together in 2.5
How's that for punctuality?
Since you wanna fuck me over
and I know you do
Better be aware I'm gonna fuck you too
But you should by now be schooled in that very piece of my minds's obscurity
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Shovel Knockout
Hundred killers after you
what the hell you gonna do?
They think they're gonna kick your ass
Bring u down make u crash
I neva thought the tables
would turn like this
That one day on your grave
I'm gonna spit and piss
C'mon you fucker lets go
by this time you already know
with that standpoint of bias
you can kiss my nordie pale white ass!
I'm a raw loose cannon til the end
to the depths of hell you
I will send
I'm a raw loose cannon
til the end
to the depths of hell
you I will send
I don't think anymore
eva liked me
And I don't give a fuck
Would u really think I ever
dug you, hit me with a shovel
If I do
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Roundtrip to Hell and Back
When I close my eyes I keep falling
Though I'm plunging down it's like flying
It's funny how I'm so high yet never floated
so low
Just wanna revert from this horrid death row
And when I get back from numbness to feeling
Thinking I was out, I got pulled back in
within this motherfucking
Chorus:
Deadfall
confinement of terror
Roundtrip
to Hell and Back
Save me
forever lost I'm in
Bounded
in a place that once was heaven
Please don't let me go
Hold me thight
All i am asking
is to make it alright
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Pussyfoot Miss Suicide
Hey there, I think I know you.
what was it, you're contending to do?
That's rite, manipulate everyone
around to deem you're over due
You try to slit your wrists
with a dry, blunt block of wood
upgrade it to a grater and still won't do no good
C'mon Miss Suicide, let me hand my blade
to you. And since we're here
you migh as well cut me too.
Like an acid flashback, it all came
back to me
Slipped to drop a hit of you, one second later
I vomit I od'd.. oh yes indeed
You try to slit your wrists
with a dry, blunt block of wood
upgrade it to a grater and still won't do no good
C'mon Miss Suicide, let me hand my blade
to you. And since we're here
you might as well kill me too.
Miss Suicide, let me get the door for you
let me love you black and blue
it's the least that I could do
Miss Suicide show mw the way to the floor way down below
it's just a trifle hunch, that I'll beat u to the punch
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Relentless Reckless Forever
I gotta say sumtimes I just can't
deem all the things I've done
Haunted to break the silence
Outcrying the truth that I want gone
..and I'll run
Back to the place where
I was told. drunken ignorance
is Pure. true gold
Feeling safe to rage, start acting mad
No regret. I'm content to be bad
Relentless. no way I'm giving up.
I dare you make me stop
Reckless - shattered dreams and broken ribs
Annihilated into bits
Forever - I'll stay on the run
You llke to cling to my back like a monkey
Not even a chance you'd let me go
Fuck yeah I'm a madman. a Jameson junkie
but I know u reap what u sow.
and it all just goes to show
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Ugly
Woke up to the sound of lucidity, feet on the ground
Overwhelming delight wipes out the wreck of my
hollow mind
But when the dreams turn violent
repulsive mirror likeness, if you lay out my broken bones
beat up my heart with thirteen holes
Would want to see the tragedy
of a mind that once belonged to me
Take one good glance and you'll agree
like I said it's ugly, so goddamn ugly
After the terror you've seen
try to act like good human being
Guess the ship I did steer, sank in the sea
of self loathing and fear
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Cry of the Nihilist
Don't care have faith or mindsset
Plunder and pilage yet
complain whine and cry like a baby
Ain't so tough after all
U claim that u don't believe in nothing
Goddamn that must be exhausting
I know, you know this is getting
boring. a lil dull. don't u think
And not to mention hatred. loath and revulsion
You just throw around. like it's not
even there
Embracing dissolution
Is that who
I have become
over the years?
Aversion to entity and
life in this world
broke you up in tears
When the nite comes.
when the sunlite dies
That's what it sounds like
when a nihilist cries
So it finally all got
back to me
A real reactionary. is what
you'd like to be
When the nite comes.
when the sunlite dies
That's what it sounds like
when a nihilist cries
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Was it Worth It?
I've been dragged thru
mud here
entirely beat up and torn
But when last nite
comes back to me I sure as hell know
We rocked, went crazy
and far beyound
when I look back
and ask myself
was it worth it?
Hell yeah -
Ignore the Pain
Hungover
but I'll do it again
Crying
tears made of grit
Flying
oh yea, it was worth it
Withdrawal kickin in. I can't shake it
Yet in one way I have to take it
I'll rock. go nuts
and far beyond
and I look back
I don't need to know
was it worth it?
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I hear the first sets going by
Watching myself slowly die
Sharp is the pain leadin' through my heart
Slowly tearing me apart
What if you're an angel fallen from grace?
Yes, the fist that I hate
Pick me up from the gutter with a gentle kiss
The rips from my heart is showing me, how black it is!
Go!
Yeah I'll go!
It feels so cold
Yeah, I'm watching by
I'll die alone!
I hear the first sets walking by
Watching myself slowly die
Sharpening pain leadin' through my heart
Slowly tearing me apart
LyricsWhen you appear, as an angel
looking me down, looking my way
Could you ever kill the pain in my heart?
Even though they say angels don't kill
Go!
Yeah I'll go!
It feels so cold
Yeah, I'm watching by
I'll die alone
Go!
Yeah I'll go
It feels so cold
Yeah, I'm watching by
I'll die alone!!
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The faint blaze of the candle of my life,
slowly dying like a fire in a pouring rain.
No sparks of hope inside,
no shooting stars on my sky.
On broken wings, no flying high...
Another night, another demise,
Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice...
I`ll let the wind blow out the light
cuz its gets more painful every time i die.
Out of strenght to fight.
I cannot take another night.
I cannot take it no more.
Lust of light slips through my fingers
like blood on my arms.
Black candle wax has buried me...
Another night, another demise,
Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice...
I`ll let the wind blow out the light
cuz its gets more painful every time i die.
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