Caliban Album

[No lyrics]

Now Iґm standing here alone at the end of the road,
Screaming into the emptiness.
Why did we start this way together.
(Although) it was clear to me I would end up all alone,
(completely) broken and misused by love!?
I rape myself and I donґt know why,
This whole thing makes no sense at all!
Have you ever understood me,
Have you ever felt the same,
Have you ever looked in my eyes,
Burt my starving heart.
I rape myself and I donґt know why,
This whole thing makes no sense at all!
My heart was a present, but you didnґt understand.
You werenґt ready to go until the end together (beside me)
That is why Iґm standing here all alone.
Screaming into the emptiness
I rape myself and I donґt know why,
This whole thing makes no sense at all!

Iґm here to kill, Iґm here to die
I feel this pain, I have this hate,
You teach me to love
You teach me fear,
But now youґre getting it all back (and my reasons are just trivial)
Try to run away, but believe me, to die this is your fate
This is a song about killing, a love letter just for you,
Letґs make it right, letґs make it clear, no one wants you here!
All I want is to kill, I want you dead, the price is too high
My lifeґs too short (Iґm sick of hunting you)
You are my shadow, you are my demon
You have to burn for my joy, Iґll watch you burn
So you better run, before Iґll watch you burn
Try to run away, but believe me, to die is your fate
This is a song about killing, a love letter just for you,
Letґs make it right, letґs make it clear, no one wants you here!

In our world fire burns brightly, take care or you get hurt
Flames kiss you goodnight, in our world you cry.
Ashes is whatґs left behind, youґre dead in my head, in our world you cry
Weґve gone too far now, we fell to deep, itґs our burden to bleed!
We kill you all, kill you
Weґve gone too far, we fell to deep, didnґt you see?
Itґs our burden to bleed.
Our life was just a lie, our way just pain what happened, whatґs left behind?
Weґve gone too far now, we fell to deep, itґs our burden to bleed!
We kill you all, die.
Whatґs left behind?
Just the shadows of our guilty mind, come on sweet death, we expect your lovely kiss!!

Certainty of emptiness, trustful, new pain and thoughts of the path
There is just one constant: Nothing is forever!
Time of calm and peace, time to look inside, relic pictures of past,
Black and white deceives, uncovers the glance for my grief, nothing is forever!
(From above the dark sky of the night watches instructive my inner fight)
I gave my heart, my blood, nothing is forever (but eternity).
Time of calm and peace, time to look inside, relic pictures of past,
Black an d white deceives, uncovers the glance for my grief, nothing is forever!
And in the end only haze remains, nothing is forever.
I gave my heart, my blood, nothing is forever (but eternity).
Certainty of fate, fatal emptiness, an empty hope for future, how shapeless fate shows,
I fight for something eternal, time of calm and peace, time to look inside,
Relic pictures of past, black and white deceives uncovers the glance for my grief.
Nothing is forever!!

Your life is life, mine is just a lie.
Time passes by, everything flows in the same stream and we are driving down the river,
I pause and let you go, my tears whip the river, there I stand stiff forever,
Singing this song of mourning, my cradle is full of hope, I donґt give up,
I break the wall (and fight forever for my joy)
YOuґre going your own way, floating in another dream, you feel no fear, no doubt,
Your power keeps real
There will be new paths, no doubt and well fed fears, we will go our ways alone,
Together alone, letґs go
Your life is life, mine is just a lie.

Waiting to breath out, I saved my last breath to blow this darkness away, sweet shadows are calling me
My heart feels free to beat, itґs all about you, my fiction beauty, you are the one who could save me!
Save me, you were the avenger, a shining illusion of my lust, a shining illusion of my trust!
Sweet shadows are calling me, my heart is scared to beat, itґs all about my fiction beauty,
You are the one who could kill me.
Save me, you were the avenger, a shining illusion of my lust, a shining illusion of my trust!
Sweet shadows are calling me, my heart feels to weak to beat, itґs all about you my fiction beauty,
You are the one who killed me.
Save me, you were the avenger, a shining illusion of my lust, a shining illusion of my trust!
Waiting to breathe out, I saved my last breath to blow this darkness away.

What is the meaning, which is the drive that keeps on hurting you?
My words are a double-edged sword, my wounds are your scars of tomorrow!
No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances.
Every step I make is wrong, itґs like a (fuckin) nightmare and there are no more 2nd chances!!
No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances.
All I can see is a horizon of pain (and hatred),
I just reflected cold emotions and I deserve the pain, maybe Iґll wake up one day!?
No more 2nd chances, no more fucking chances.

Red, blood red, no matter where I look at, Iґm waiting in a sea of blood
Where has time gone, what has happened in the dark?
Memories of fear, cries, noise, silence.
A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such a sad life
Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.
A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such a sad life
Red, blood red, no matter where I look at, Iґm waiting in a sea of blood
Iґll go out into the street, staring eyes, laughing mouths, what have I done, what have I missed?
(I run to escape from this storm of ignorance, but no matter where I end, ignorance)
Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.
(The dark.
I enjoy the silence, no one there.
I see my self, circling wild, time lapse.)
Am I at home, am I save? I look into the mirror, screaming, laughter, worse than before
Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.

I have no energy to be, where is my will and drive to be happy?
Youґre giving me hope, but everything seems to be illusion and smoke
For love, for life, for surrender!
Just one word and Iґll be yours, just one touch an Iґll burn again.
Just one word for a new time, cause in your eyes I see myself, Iґm sick of running away.
But in your eyes what do I mean?
A name, one among of thousand others?
Nasty and sweet are my thought, but my desire canґt be satisfied.
For love, for life, for surrender!!
The worst shall be over now, your mental beautyness was stunning,
My feelings for myself is overgrown of dried plants and Iґm sick of running away!
Just one word for a new time, cause in your eyes I see myself, Iґm sick of running away.
Just one word and Iґll be yours, just one touch and Iґll burn again.

I am willing to suffer, to bleed, to die for things I care about,
But itґs like kissing the lips of my dead love, like touching her dead, cold, white skin.
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to hurt you again,
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to loose you again.
I have never been here before, ground zero, the past is a gaping hole.
My only chance is to turn around and face it.
I choose to look back, to see myself, for her love, for her heart, for her trust, for her love Iґm reborn.
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to hurt you again,
I choose to look back, to see myself, I never wanted to loose you again.

Stand up youґve got to manage, I wont sympathize anymore.
And if you complain once more, you meet an army of me.
Youґre all right, thereґs nothing wrong, self sufficiency please!
And get to work.
And if you complain once more, you meet an army of me.
Youґre all right, thereґs nothing wrong, self sufficiency please!
Youґre on your own now, we wonґt save you, we wonґt save you,
Youґre on your own now, we wonґt save you, your rescue squad is too exhausted.
And if you complain once more, you meet an army of me.
Youґre all right, thereґs nothing wrong, self sufficiency please!

Coldness surrounds me, Iґm filled with fear, in this room of nowhere.
Tell me whereґs my soul, I move in the dark, tell me whereґs my soul, weґll fed from hatred.
Scream surrounds me, kill or die.
(Your soul is our desire)
In this room of nowhere
Tell me whereґs my soul, I move in the dark, tell me whereґs my soul, weґll fed from hatred.
Masters of fire, teach me your art in this room of nowhere.
Tell me whereґs my soul, I move in the dark, tell me whereґs my soul, weґll fed from hatred