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04/13/2010 |
1. | A Resurrection (instrumental) |
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I want to suffer, I need to feel the pain and discontent
Just to see how frail you really are
So what do you expect? Simple respect?
I want to know why the fuck you're really here
Why are you here?
Empty, No I'll never be
Ten years undying disease
Through frustration and loneliness I have built what you'll never achieve
No fear or failure
You'll never taste what I've grown to know
I'll always fight for my existence
Eternally chased by the wolves
I'm still not impressed by the fucking things you do
I'll end you one at a time
You'll never mean shit to me
You're just spoon fed arrogance
Erase you from my mind
I'm not content to let you see me burn and fail
You'll have no satisfaction
So step aside, son, before you get erased
Still cold the blood that courses through my veins
I've seen enough of you, so walk away
I've heard enough of you, fucking go away
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I wish you could shut your mouth forever
Your self-confidence is infecting the sky
How does it feel to be the virus?
The spit in the face to the world that you left behind
And I don't want to care anymore
Kill this life of digression
Sacrificing moments of grace to shatter the memory of you
Do you neglect your life? Neglect yourself?
Are you content to live with failure or pray for something else?
I am your regret, your sense of loss, your abandonment
Emotionless life, resist temptation to reach out
Won't be your saviour to smash your doubts
I am your abandonment, refuse the urge to bleed out
I am not your fucking hope
Why can't you close your eyes forever?
Your self arrogance is polluting the sky
How does it feel to be the virus?
The dirt in the face to the life that you left behind
And I don't want to care anymore
Kill this life of digression
Sacrificing moments of grace to shatter the memory
I've been dying to just let you bleed
Nothing more between you and me
Embrace the distance
[Solo]
Do you neglect your life? Neglect yourself?
Are you content to live with failure or pray for something else?
I am your regret, your sense of loss, your abandonment
Emotionless life, resist temptation to reach out
Won't be your saviour to smash your doubts
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Deceiver, your left with nothing but neglect
I want the sun to burn out like the beating heart left in your chest
Disgust, do you ever feel that you're betrayed?
Or are you just pathetic like the empty souls you pissed away?
Is this really what you wanted from us?
Something real, something flesh and blood
Humanity is a wasteland of shallow traitors
You'll soon be one of them, you're one of them
Another traitor just like them
Salvation, give back the years I left behind for deception
We were the quick fix, you needed to make yourself numb
From all of your insecurities and worthlessness
Is this really what you wanted?
Something pure, something skin and bone
The human race, a cheap imitation that you have bought and sold
I've wasted all these years for you, from this shelter, from myself
I have nothing left to prove, just choke on emptiness
Fifteen minutes of fame has come to a pass
And now I've got 1 million reasons to make this fucking last
I swear to God I'll wreck your world
So I swear to God I'll destroy your world
[Solo]
Is this really what you wanted?
Something pure, something skin and bone
The human race, a cheap imitation that you have bought and sold
I've wasted all these years for you, from this shelter, from myself
I have nothing left to prove, just choke on emptiness
[Solo]
I'll fucking ruin your life
So sing to me like you mean this
I'll fucking ruin your life
So you better scream like you feel this
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I'm afraid this exposure has finally burnt my soul tonight
Nothing, you are nothing to me but an infection inside of me just waiting to die
Now I've pounded these moments into dust
Virgin minds left to kill, souls to corrupt
Nothing to show but delusional
Thoughts and dreams that I've sold to the world
One day you'll wake-up, change your reflection and forget everything that you've heard
Now I've buried emotion into the ground
Sacrificed half my life for salvation that will not be found
Now I'm shedding my skin and walking away
Release me from this prison, I'll turn away
I have nothing more to give, nothing left to bleed
The failing look in your eyes, the dying belief in me
I'll end this all and take it back
[Solo]
I'm afraid this exposure has finally burnt my soul tonight
Nothing, you are nothing to me
but an infection inside of me just waiting to die
Now I've buried emotion into the ground
Sacrificed half my life for salvation that will not be found
Now I'm shedding my skin and walking away
Release me from this prison, I'll turn away
I have nothing more to give, nothing left to bleed
The failing look in your eyes, the dying belief in me
I'll end this all and take it back
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Nothing is over, you just can't turn it off
Nothing is over, you just can't make me stop
I've faced the ugly truth motivated by negative disdain
Nothing is over, you just can't turn this off
Hold onto the darkness, the worst is charging forth
Lifeless and cold, exhale this smoke and mirrors
Wrath of lies are being told, how much more can I disagree?
Breed this army of slaves to lead them to their fucking knees
You're not alive, another product of humanities greed
One nation breathing in fear
You can't ignore what you can't understand
People hate what they can't conquer
Take the devils hand
So much more I can despise
I was never good enough for you, see the weakness in your eyes
I'll struggle for this one more time
Nothing is over, you just can't turn it off
Nothing is over, you just can't make me stop
I've faced the ugly truth motivated by negative disdain
Nothing is over
Hold onto the darkness, the worst is charging forth
Lifeless and cold, exhale this smoke and mirrors
Wrath of lies are being told, how much more can I disagree?
Breed this army of slaves to lead them to their fucking knees
You're not alive, another product of humanities greed
One nation breathing in fear
I was never weak enough for your standards, your status quo, your life
I won't bow down to your ego, in my eyes your not even alive
[Solo to fade]
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Am I not presentable for you?
Do I not represent what you thought you knew?
No, no longer care
No, I don't believe our friendship was sacred and meant anything
So what's your reasons for burning me alive?
Looking back I fail to see
Do you remember starvation and sleepless nights?
well I guess that it ceased to mean a goddamn thing
Give me a reason to finally throw you away
I thought this blood would be thicker
Nothing left for you to say
Your nothing more than a face I used to know
This time I, I'll erase all the memories of you
This time I, I'll push you out of my fucking heart
I was never good enough for you
I don't admire all the things that you do
No, no longer care
No, I don't believe the bond that we shared meant nothing
So what's your reasons for burning me alive?
Looking back I fail to see
Do you remember starvation and sleepless nights?
well I guess that it ceased to mean a goddamn thing
Give me a reason to finally throw you away
I thought this blood would be thicker
Nothing left for you to say
This time I, I'll erase all the memories
This time I, will push you out of my fucking heart
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Prepare your weapons to destroy their culture
Impair the process of their beating hearts
Avoid humanities glamour
We are the damned, worshipping the notion of an empty sky
We are the starving millions, begging for immunity from this disease
We are the damned
We are the starving millions
We will impair their process, we will destroy their culture
Don't believe everything you see
Question authority and everything you read
And don't be content with their standards
Tear down the statue of progress, piece by piece
And we'll stomp out the weak
Stifle the fortunate of society
Press their eyes into the back of their skulls
Make them suffer, make them bleed
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Silence their voices
Prove them wrong and rip out their hearts
Never forget what you stand for
Always fight for who you are
Do you regret what you're feeling?
Haunted by the sorrows that plague your mind
I know how these walls can just cave in and what it takes to breathe just to stay alive
We are the damned,
We are the starving millions,
We will impair their process, we will destroy their culture
We crawl through life just to rot
Try to impress and be something that we are not
Feed us obsession, force it into our mouths
Reverse the role, leave them gagged and bound
And we'll stomp out the weak
Stifle the fortunate of society
Press their eyes into the back of their skulls
Make them suffer, make them bleed
[Solo 2]
Silence their voices
Prove them wrong and rip out their hearts
Never forget what you stand for
Always fight for who you are
Do you regret what you're feeling?
Haunted by the sorrows that plague your mind
I know how these walls can just cave in and what it takes to breathe just to stay alive
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Bury me, I've gone too far this time
I've crashed my heart, this time I crossed the line
Don't want to go forth, just want to close my eyes
Wake up the ghost, shake their lives
I feel the rope around my neck
Dragging me down to the depths
Where my dreams have rolled to the unknown
Stop and weep for it, my dying carcass
Now I'm standing right in front of you
Now see the strain in my face, pressure is getting heavy
Disappointment is best served cold
These are my dying wishes
Fulfill my dying wishes
Destroy your dreams of vanity
No love, no flesh, only death
I'll drag you down with me
No love, no flesh, only death
No more glamour no glory
You're digging further into failure
Bury me, I've gone too far this time
I've crashed my heart, this time I crossed the line
Don't want to go forth, just want to close my eyes
Wake up the ghost, shake their lives
I feel the rope around my neck
Dragging me down to the depths
Where my dreams have rolled to the unknown
Stand and stare at this
Your wretched carcass
Through the years your life will drown with me
Now see the strain in my face, pressure is getting heavy
Disappointment is best served cold
Erase your hope of purity
No love, no flesh, only death
Now you'll waste away with me
No more glamour no glory
You're digging further into failure
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This world has come to and end
This life has come to an end
Burn, burn, burn
Take my hand
Sixteen years through my eyes
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This sinking feeling in your soul will forever haunt you til you rot
Disgusting apathy, no freedom from suffering
Impossible lack of interest
Devoid of faith and all emotion
You're just a shell of what you could have been
Your aspirations will never come true
Nobody follows, nobody cares about you
Do you really expect this arrogance to infect and prey on the blind?
Everything turns grey no sign of humility
You're just following old footsteps of greater men to steal identities
take a look in the mirror things aren't what they seem
You're just a shadow of everyone you want to be
Now your skin is transparent
Revealing yourself to me as a fake
I see right through you
Your only hope is to prey on the weak
This is a fucking insult if you can think you can threaten what we have built
Is this you're best attempt?
You have more to prove if you want to take this crown
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I carved these thoughts into my walls
Covered in black praying they would transcend to you
And I've been to the place where the lonely souls dwell
Bringing me closer
One step closer to hell
Look into the sunlight
Before a plunge into oblivion
Please don't tell me I've lost it all
Solution hanging off the edge don't let me slip and fall
I've walked this Earth where life is stale
Dragging me closer
One step closer to hell
Look into the sunlight as I crawl back from regrets
I don't lack the strength to move on
And I'll fight off the strain that tries to pull me back
Fight off temptation I'm never going back
I'll take this breath and I'll say these words to you
Don't want to let this go
Nothing remains in this life I know
All my failures are my great escape away from you
The poisenous world
I erase my life for this false sense of security
And I've killed my love for you
Forget me please, forget me
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