Im sittin' on a citadel
Contemplating life
Making a point to waste my time
Im walking on clouds
Of white
What if I fall
What if I don't
What if I never make it home
What if I bleed
What if I break
What if I find that I can't take
Sittin' alone
The citadel holding my army
Sittin' alone
I'm breakin' on the balcony
Breakin' window panes
Im killing the pain of broken
Heart
I'm walkin' on clouds
I'm walkin' on stars
What if I fall
What if I don't
What if I never make it home
What if I bleed
What if I break
What if I find that I can't take
Sittin' alone
The citadel holdin' my army
Sittin' alone
Holdin' on to something
That's keepin'me from jumpin'
So afraid to go in alone
Holdin up this fortress
With imaginary forces
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