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05/08/2006 |
1. | The Awakening |
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When I was a little
Girl I called for you
Come and save me from this, wicked world I'm born into!
Let's play a game of hide and seek
I want my prince to rescue me
From the evil lurking at my door
My destiny, my fantasy, I'm calling, I'm calling
Was tempted by a mystery, I called to you, Only for you
My dreams are all for me
He'll move the sun and stars, no fallacy
I'm dauntless when I'm with you
Child like dreaming, I call for you!
When I'm all alone
A damsel in distress
He'll come and save me from this, wicked world I'm born into!
He rides the night, defeats the storm
We'll sneak away by early dawn
To his kingdom in the sky!
My destiny, my fantasy, I'm calling, I'm calling
Was tempted by a mystery, I called to you, Only for you
My dreams are all for me
He'll move the sun and stars, no fallacy
Im dauntless when I'm with you
Child like dreaming, I call for you
My dreams are all for me
He'll move the sun and stars, no fallacy
Im dauntless when I'm with you
Child like dreaming, I call for you
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Let his holy choir sing in sodomy, praise be!
Surrender your body and your soul unto him, demoralize me!
So he crept into my room
Whispered my name, took my innocence away
I´m only five, a pervert's concubine.
God has a plan for us all.
I've been touched by the hand of god.
My sordid tale, his lies are blasphemy.
You do not believe in him but he believes in you.
He wants you to repent all your sins. Let him in, inside you!
God has a plan for us all.
You are one of God's children.
Get on your knees, Serve him well, my child.
I´ve fallen prey to the devil in disguise.
God has a plan for us all.
Don´t say a word or you'll go to hell.
God has a plan for you all.
Open up for him; let Jesus in!
His sordid tale, his lies are blasphemy!
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Did I want to live
Within the empty space
My sleep numbed my pain
Now I'm awake
My sanity has gone
Little girl screams
For life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads
For life's disease
To mourn away my soul
Did I want to die
Pain consumed me inside
Heaven on my tongue
Drunk down with suicide
Beyond self control
My urge has gone
Little girl screams
For life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads
For life's disease
To mourn away my soul
Time does not heal
A shame so surreal
Little girl screams
For life's release
Don't hold me back I want to fall
Little girl pleads
For life's disease
To mourn away my soul
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Glass eyes shall stare, when tempted by
A smile for the unknown, headrush!
Like the river wild
I see in your eyes
A reflection of
Something forbidden
unleashed by a lie you inspired
I live in your shadow Your secret
Betrayal I clutch in my hand
Deception was not your intention
Deity of disgust
I was destined to take plague to my grave
Dug by my selfpity
Captured by the thrill of my pray
Young skin so addictive
Falling faster than rain
Can´t control this craving
Not that I, feel the need to
I live in your shadow Your secret
Betrayal I clutch in my hand
Deception was not your intention
Deity of disgust
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I shall scream in silence
I'll cry but not shed a tear
I shall speak with no sound
I shall hurt with no pain
Your hearts as black as the night
On my death bed i'll crawl
You hold the breathe to my life
Something die's within
My soul whispers your name, Are you there?
Ocean of my fears, I shall drown for you
Inabitions die, With your blinding lie
I yearn for you now, Taste me, Bleed me dry
Time cries slow like mourning, without you in my sight
Something burns within me, Deep within my eyes
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You'll twist and turn your spite
'till you drain the sane
Cover up your tracks with lies
Deceit hides a smile
So tired of this false pretence
Can't even look me in the eye
Approached by truth, you take offence
Praise the hypocrite!
I'll dance on your grave until my feet bleed
Six feet under's where you'll rot
No remorse, your ill fate kept you running
What lies behind close doors
Your slaves dance, you stamp your feet
Secrecy will land you on your face
No game, no gain
Your sheer presence makes my skin crawl
But your stale memory drags on
What goes around, comes around
I'll dance on your grave until my feet bleed
Six feet under's where you'll rot
No remorse, your ill fate kept you running
We'll spit on your grave until your soul screams
Six feet under's not deep enough
No sleep lost, good things come to those who wait
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Hate the reflection that I see
Wish I could claw... away... my skin
Demons won't let me flee, my mind's tragedy
Don't label me, not a minority
Society created me
First cut's the neatest, I didn't feel a thing
Don't show me your pity
Second cut's the deepest, a release from within
Don't try to analyse me
Carve pretty pictures of hatred
Avert your eyes, my artwork doesn't lie
Refuse to acknowledge me
I'm not what you want to see
So inject and study me
Pump me with hypocrisy
Third cut's the longest, I just lost control
No doctor can save me
Fourth cut's the boldest, I've an eye for detail
Don't try to admit me
My condition has no name
It's not like I'm insane
Redirect your empathy
My body's my vengance
I'm addicted to pain
No one understands me
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Everything happens for a reason.
Everything you love turns to dust.
Everything you touch yearns for poison.
Your eyes lust too much.
I tried so hard to control my mind;
To remain true to you.
Thrashing the walls of innocence inside,
But no desire to restrain myself.
I hate to love but love to hate.
What did I do to deserve all this from you?
I can´t believe you turned us into this.
It´s far from Beauty and The Beast, our saga ends.
Disgust! I trust you will burn in hell!
Acquiesce, my gift to you!
But on my knees, I'll never do!
Take your path hand in hand!
Like a fool, I follow you!
Bleak I seem, now to you!
Within your eyes, I am nothing new!
Your heinous crime, watch my decline, your vicious lips revolt me
What did I do to deserve all this from you?
I can't believe you turned us into this.
It's far from Beauty and The Beast, our saga ends, disgust! I trust I will burn in hell!
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Each morning I prayed
My mirror displayed, my disgrace
From the anger, bruised upon my face
Dragged through the halls
Your cycle reborn
Lost your grip on life
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Re-live your nightmares through us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Unleash your pain & punish us
We reach out to you, you raise your iron fist
Betrayed, not raised, dismissed!
Your loveless life, no heart warming twist
Neglect,your defect! Forced to shy away
Dragged, we will fall
Corruption reborn
Lost your grip on life
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Re-live your nightmares through us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Unleash your pain & punish us
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Dismantle what's laid before you
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
Drive us insane & banish us
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I stand in the distance
I view from a far
Should I offer some assistance
Should it matter who you are
We all get hurt by love
And we all have our cross to bear
But in the name of understanding now
Our problems should be shared
Confide in me, Confide in me
Confide in me, Confide in me
I can keep a secret
And throw away the key
But sometimes to release it
Is to set our children free
We all get hurt by love
And we all have our cross to bear
But in the name of understanding now
Our problems should be shared
Confide in me, Confide in me
Confide in me, Confide in me
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I wish you could be
All you ever dreamed
Move on, no regrets
Try to be the absolute best
Stand on your own
You can make it, be someone
Win the war in your head
That's what the wise lady said!
There'll be times when you can't face
The weary lights of day
But be strong and believe
You can be anything you wish to be
Don´t let your fears hold you back
Life's not meant to be easy
Find justice for what you lack
Time will heal the scars
Be proud of who you are
Taste the phantasies that you dread
That's what the wise lady said!
I came from nothing---here I am
I won the war in my head!
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