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(lyrics: Cock, music: Cock/Hanks)
lead me around
and nurse my broken wing
with all the promises
you can never honor
I just don't care enough
to react to vain attempts
sent only to perpetuate
one's selfish little world
you won't see what I've become
you'll wait and watch and still
you're only let down
a violent reaction
struggling only to keep myself alive
now here I stand
for nothing no one at all
I lead you down
begging to touch you in the cold
you give me a reason
I will not be the one
through all the nonsense
there is a constant
you won't see what I've become
you'll wait and watch and still
you're always let down
cause this feeling
has dawned the face of you
a violent reaction
struggling only to keep myself alive
you won't see what I've become
cause this feeling
has dawned the face of you
a violent reaction
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(lyrics: Cock, music: Hanks/Cock)
an overwhelming understanding
of chaos brings you to your knees
impurities make me the way that I am
the dirt in my veins
the games on my thoughts
the stains on your face
they break it apart
motherfuckin
pushing the envelope
life sets me off
pushing the envelope
hate gets me off
motherfuckin
pushing the envelope
gets me off
pushing the envelope
your face it sets me off
I'm curled up inside myself so
I won't imagine the pictures
If I had prosthetic eyes I still
think that I'd see the same
satisfy retribution inside
to resemble innocence inside
subsequent afternoons turning out scared
bothered by fallacies everyone's scared
chorus/2
killing myself like a tool in wrong
disquieting changes in direction
just keep on pushing
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(lyrics: Cock/Hanks, music: Cock/Hanks)
I can still watch those eyes
crawling over her dress until
I could show you everything
but I don't have to hear the words
cause I already feel your thoughts
so it comes as no surprise
that all the intent is real
and all the suspects are right
and if we stop
it all falls down
cover my eyes
obey my ignorance
to purify you
I'll only watch you rot
without malicious intent
your doubt resembles someone else
stick the needles in me
stick the needles in
stick the needles in
stick the needles in
and if we watch
it all come down
breath and let it go
dropped and winding...
fuck your confession
fuck your confusion
dissolve my insides
and make it hide
crawling on dignity
that which you do to me
hold on forever
the fair day we...
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(lyrics: Hanks/Cock, music: Hanks/Rogers/Cock)
follow me now and I will drown you
fill you full of reason
no windows I'll take you
to the dirty place that I love
slipping on messes
you made when I hit you
makes me more excitable
I'll never get caught
I'll never get caught
pull it tight I'll see right through it
I'll never get caught
cradle the difference in front of your fist
force it down to bring it back up
and make them listen one more time
wrapping you up in an american flag
I fuck you for the glory
no complaints from my friends
they keep their fucking mouths shut
I couldn't care less
about the way that you see me
soothing I will never be
I'll always get shit
I'll always get shit
for acknowledging perversity
I'll never get caught
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(lyrics: Cock, music: Cock/Hanks)
no sense of self
to balance it off
preconceived notions of something
and everyone's gone
will I show up
with all I have to give
would you consider it a gift
but that
doesn't matter anyway
liar you're such a
on your hands and knees
picking up the broken pieces
liar you're such a
on your hands and knees
afraid to turn my head
for fear of what's behind me
only one resource left
so don't frown on my surprise
is this all you have
is that all you know
I swear I've seen you before
but that
doesn't matter anyway
liar you're such a
on your hands and knees
picking up the broken pieces
liar you're such a
on your hands and knees
pleasingly
falling apart
pleasingly
oblivious
you've left with more of the same
I can't win
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(lyrics: Cock, music: Cock/Hanks/Kile)
the surface is so cold and worthless
all the things that I have still come from there
so paint the windows in front of my face
when you know damn well there's
no one behind them
I wish your body was not so warm to me
just so you know
and all it was was something beautiful
when tides and dreams don't seem so tall at all
it's me against the world still I'm losing ground
and I'd kill to taste what it must be like
cause it's everyone of my empty parts
that you fill, now.
I wish your body was not so warm to me
just so you know
and all it was was something beautiful
when tides and dreams don't seem so tall at all
pause silence
another moment dropped off
left behind and
hanging still
you won't see me
I can't see you
and all it was was something beautiful
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(lyrics: Cock, music: Hanks/Cock)
stink-filled spasms
deep in a colostomy bag
I like being trapped inside
the plastic's wearing out
red and perfect her legs
spread out in front of me
they're so open they make me sweat
it's my lubrication
recent findings say
circumcize the abstinent
and make it hard for them to breathe
I like to make you lie
dropped and so ill
steeped in my misogyny
my shaking hands are in the skin
I've gone too far too soon
you look so seamless now
she stared at me
thinking I was sweet to it
her legs tied up apart for me
it feels so good inside
now I'm thinking
who's this that lies under me
and needs a piece of my respect
you make me so sick I'm
crawling broken my face is
cringing to see
figures drawn inside of you
succumb succumb succumb
sickness fittings
procured this fascist medium
but now I'm laughing in your face
you lie you lie you lie
you look so seamless now
take me
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(lyrics: Hanks/Cock, music: Cock/Hanks)
burn the bed
consummated
rest the head
it just holds us back now
and still she keeps on looking
of course of course
and now there's nothing I hate as much
wet the lips
and shut your pretty mouth
use the kiss
tomorrow fails to exist
and still she keeps on looking
of course of course
and now there's nothing I...
it all surfaces in this light
words under my breath
taking my time
breaking your smile
feed the wish
and let it flourish
head for shore
and let me haunt you
and still she keeps on looking
and now there's nothing I hate as much
and now there's nothing I hate as much
I will sleep It all
throughout the infection surfaces
fast asleep in this
where nothing can find me light
words under my breath
taking my time
breaking your smile
everyone goes away
I can't even try
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(lyrics: Hanks/Cock, music: Hanks/Cock)
walk with an impure mind
revelations unkind
abject denial of the flesh I feel
endure and make my mark
it's never time to start
believing everything will all work out
bloody knuckles
empty cavity
swift disposal
empty cavity
we've blinded ourselves sick
to create room for it
never arriving when it's needed most
anticipation burns
unquenchable we learn
left holding nothing but the will to live
bloody knuckles
empty cavity
swift disposal
empty cavity
why?
why?
why?
why?
negative takes it's toll
constant release and hold
beware that trust that you
instill in me
beware the trust that you
beware the trust that you
beware the trust that I instill in me
bloody knuckles
empty cavity
swift disposal
empty cavity
choke it up
choke it back
choke it down
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(lyrics: Cock, music: Cock/Hanks)
the trait that is still
left on the killing floor for you
that smile as he still
itches for killing more of you
the taste as he still
catches me lasting to it
the recoil they still
dream of that lasting spit
are you
shutdown in it
shut my eyes only once
brought me back up for nothing
yet it always seems like...
I live in the shit
I make it bleed
I won't ever quit
I cause the need
lying in my bed
telling me you're scared
of me when I'm god
of me when I'm dead
the temptation still
passes me lying for it only
false reminders still
drown myself trying for it only
reaching upwards still
squashes me under it
it's only god still
seizing my final breath
are you
shutdown in it
shut my eyes only once
brought me back up for nothing
yet it always seems like
I'm drawn into it
I can't belong
such a perfect fit
I won't be wrong
holding on in vain
telling me you're scared
of me when I'm god
love me when I'm dead
I live in the shit
I make it bleed
I won't ever quit
I cause the need
lying in my bed
telling me you're scared
of me when I'm god
of me when I'm dead
love me when I'm god
love me when I'm dead
dead
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(lyrics: Hanks, music: Hanks/Cock)
I know this much
I can't stand me
when I become him
I know this much
I don't feel free
when I'm repentant
tell him this much
you don't want him
due to extra skin
tell him this much
you forsake him
due to pretension
and now we have everything we need
to come up to where you're pristine
we believe
tell him this much
you can't withstand
taking it upright
tell him this much
you felt dirty
because it was tight
I know this much
that old feeling
I'm done hanging on
I know this much
stop pretending
what was had is gone
and now we have everything we need
to come up to where you are seen
we believe
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(lyrics: Hanks/Cock, music: Hanks/Kile/Cock)
My throat is dry when I stain it
keep the hate alive abuse it
your lips are tight when I to keep it from
cover them with mine running you
this is a sickness need it
you cannot conceive mistreat it
it takes the quiet it's all that's left
to not exceed breathe in, bleed out
where is your comfort now
it's on the way out
where are your reasons now
they're all worn out
My throat is tight when I pull it
keep the hate alive push it
your lips are dry when I tie it up in
cover them with mine knots and
It's an affliction lose it
nothing comes to mind let go of it
it's unstrategic all to keep it soft and cold
nothing comes to mind breathe in, bleed out
where is your comfort now
it's on the way out
where are your reasons now
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(lyrics: Cock, music: Cock/Hanks)
pathetic sympathies
left for the bloody at heart
everything fades to shit
everything tears me apart
caustic insecurities
surface above the withheld
every time I need
everything I want
aesthetic disguises
confuse easier tasks
underlying doubts
and my direction dies
everything's right up in your face
everyone's right up in front
push me against the wall
but still you can't make me
fall
you can't make me
fall
separate your mouth
scrape away
prosthetic misery
idiosyncratic
pushing me to never
hold my breath
everything's right up in your face
everyone's right up in front
push me against the wall
but still you can't make me
fall
you can't make me
fall
separate your mouth
scrape away your skin
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(lyrics: Hanks/Cock, music: Hanks/Cock)
I've seen it turn from white to red
and I've heard you talk about how
you bleed and it doesn't mean shit
until I see some action a hint of
rose and a mountain of garbage
leaves me for dead nothing drags me from
breaking myself
breaking myself to try to keep everyone
from walking over me
smell the burning wreckage of even you
all of your perfection let's get inside
the bag turn it 180 degrees
forget we even met because it all comes
down to this the good ones always
leave in the end
chorus/2
I see the world and it all looks blue
I kiss the world and it all tastes true
the blurry eyes make me appealing
in a normal fashion another two or three
and you will become very friendly
your liquidation is a siren song
you swim I follow I'm feeling my head sink
so as to reach and touch what hurts me
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(lyrics: Cock, music: Cock/Hanks)
I'm above everything else
saved the ones who shouldn't be
hold on to them all so you'll
find yourself away from me
our lost faith strung out in a line
my most empathetic dreams of you
the sorry excuses on which we dine
when all my fears tell me it's true
borrowed dreams of some imagined future
all wrapped up inside this borrowed hope
don't manipulate the most
beautiful thing you'll ever know
to the extent of saving your
ragged torn out sickly show
holding my head above the fold
can't decide which side I want
I buried everything so deep in the cold
now I step into the lies that I flaunt
borrowed dreams of some imagined future
all wrapped up inside this borrowed hope
pull it all away from me
show me all the things I can
never be allowed to see
it's all so far away
if you must have faith in someone
trust that I'll push you away
if you must have faith in someone
trust that I'll push you away
what am I if
the flies all stick to me
what am I if
the maggots live in me
what am I if
I'm closest to the stink
what am I if
you're all that's real to me
what....am......I.......
teach me just show me
break everything flush it away
teach me just show me
the starts already over
break everything and
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(lyrics: Hanks/Cock, music: Hanks/Cock/Kile)
freedom is everything
resolve impossible
you prayed for rain
ignoring the flood
you took me with you
to heaven
and back again
bleed to remember
that everything ends
blind and looking forward
I can see the shapes
but can't make out the faces
still they come in close
excuse this ugly shell my
gaping holes drip pride
a systematic shutdown
of diminishing returns
nothing gets easier gets
nothing gets easier gets
I held you down
on the day of the Lord
31 marks like the day
I was born
I called you beautiful
before I knew you
watch me destroy it
and set myself free
still so dead and frozen
we all survive it
restraints brought
back for color
the most insulting guilt
such sweet attractive layers
let me remove them all
nothing gets easier gets
nothing gets easier gets
bring me home
let me down
send me back
collecting the pieces
the less I get
it's easier
the more we give
it's nothing
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