40 Below Summer Album

Can you hear yourself?
Free yourself?
Fuck yourself?

Can you fix yourself?
Fill yourself?
Trust yourself?

Cloud your vision
And just medicate yourself and just separate yourself
And just medicate yourself and you'll never change yourself
Will you?

Will you hesitate?
Penetrate?
Deviate?

Will you medicate?
Agitate?
Aggravate?

Indecision
And just medicate yourself and just separate yourself
And just medicate yourself and you'll never change yourself
Will you?

Can you fill this something deep inside?
Inside (Inside)
Inside (Inside)
Can you fill this something deep inside?
Inside
Inside
Inside

And just medicate yourself and just separate yourself
And just medicate yourself and you'll never change yourself
Will you?
Medicate
Medicate

Close your eyes and come with me to a new place where we are unstoppable
Inhale and let the smoke fill your lungs and breathe the impossible
And as we follow these footprints a new world will begin
Can you feel it my brothers?
It's time to repent

Now can I get an amen?
Why don't you come and follow me?
Can I get an amen?
Why don't you come and follow me?
Can I get an amen?
Why don't you come and follow me?
Can I get an amen?
Why don't you come and follow me?

I can feel your pain
If you let me (If you let me)
I'll save your soul
I'll take you away
If you're with me (If you're with me)
I'll make you whole amen

Now can I get an amen?
Now can I get an amen?
Now can I get an amen?
Now can I get a...?

And as we slowly separate from our worldly desires
We think the unthinkable
And we will swim together through the fire for we are unsinkable
And if we follow this path a new life with begin
Can you hear it my children?
It's time to confess

Now can I get an amen?
I can feel your pain
If you let me (If you let me)
I'll save your soul
I'll take you away
If you're with me (If you're with me)
I'll make you whole amen

Confess, confess, digest and you will be saved by this
Confess, confess, digest and you will be saved by this
Confess, confess

I can feel your pain
If you let me (If you let me)
I'll save your soul
I'll take you away
If you're with me (If you're with me)
I'll make you whole amen

Now can I get an amen?
Now can I get an amen?
Now can I get an amen?
Now can I get an amen?
Now can I get an amen?

Now can I get an amen?
Now can I get an amen?
Now can I get an amen?

It's cold it's hard and I'm locked inside this
I've gone too far I can't rectify this
I walk away falling into
It's such a shame how I'll miss you
I feel shot, can you reach me?
You cannot bring me back

And I'll always sink into nothing
And I'm on my knees again
And I can't believe that it's always
Under my skin, yeah

Don't leave me out, leave me hanging
Don't keep me down, down and dragging
You're so sure that I won't splinter
You're so good, you're so good

And I'll always sink into nothing
And I'm on my knees again
And I can't believe that it's always
Under my skin, yeah

Shift time - To come back in line
'Cause when I tried - To embrace my life
Gonna dry up - Was it something you're fed?
Get you sickened - Was it something I said?

And I'll always sink into nothing
And I'm on my knees again
And I can't believe that it's always
Under my skin, yeah

All it did was
All it did was rain
All it did was
All it did was rain
All it did was
All it did was rain
All it did was
All it did was rain
All it did was
All it did was rain
All it did was
All it did was rain
All it did was
All it did was rain
All it did was
All it did was rain
All it did was
All it did was rain

You believe every word I say
And always took the time to understand
You took my breath away
Is that you slipping right through my hands?

Just like a shooting star
I'm falling from the sky
I wait for you to land

Fly away, don't shut me out
'Cause I can't be without you
Run away, come with me
'Cause I can't be without you

Be without you

When I wake up everyday
I need to know your not so far away

Just like a shooting star
I'm falling from the sky
I wait for you to land

Fly away, don't shut me out
'Cause I can't be without you
Run away, come with me
'Cause I can't be without you

Be without you
Be without you

Open your eyes
And open your life
And just fly away, don't shut me out
'Cause I can't be without you

Fly away, don't shut me out
'Cause I can't be without you
Run away, come with me
'Cause I can't be without you

'Cause I can't be without you

Take the weight off your shoulders
It's kinda hard when it keeps getting colder inside
There's no heart just a place where the souls been all torn apart
No chance for repentance the world is a prison and life is a sentence
I can't redefine the surroundings that found me and keep me denied

This pain's just a part of me and it's hard to breathe
I'm always here on the outside
It all seems so far away there's gotta be a better life
A better life

In this would made of plastic
I can bend and stretch like elastic
No sign of the sun it's just a barrel a handle a gun
Unwhole in this madness no redemption I'm drowning in sadness
Alone crucified by the pain and the sorrow that keeps me alive

This pain's just a part of me and it's hard to breathe
I'm always here on the outside
It all seems so far away there's gotta be a better life
A better life
Life
A better life
A better life
A better life

I don't want to feel this; I can't hope to heal this
I can't cope with everything inside
I don't want to feel this; I can't hope to heal this
I can't cope with everything inside

This pain's just a part of me and it's hard to breathe
I'm always here on the outside
It all seems so far away there's gotta be a better life
A better life

This pain's just a part of me and it's hard to breathe
I'm always here on the outside
It all seems so far away there's gotta be a better life
A better life

Life is lost for me
And everything I dream (I dream)
Picture me above the sky on this half-day closing
Ride the wave say goodnight, drifting slowly
I see the world in your eyes; it's relentless
When I feel the burn in my life, God please end this

It's not so easy (And wipe it all away)
Can you fix me and wipe it all away?
Wipe it all away?
And wash it all away

Picture me inside the sun; I'm dried and burning
As I sink like a stone, the world keeps turning
I'll hold you close to myself; you complete me
A part of my life I can't fill, please release me now

It's not so easy (And wipe it all away)
Can you fix me? (And wipe it all away)
So sadistic (And wipe it all away)
How you'd bleed me, and wash it all away

You follow a heart in vain
You follow and start again
Life is lost for me now!

It's not so easy (And wipe it all away)
Can you fix me? (And wipe it all away)
So sadistic (And wipe it all away)
How you'd bleed me, and wash it all away
You wash it all (You wash it all away)
Wipe it all away

Set me off you can calculate pushing me
Tormented by the agony of everyday
Died, dissolve, descend I'm by myself; I'm by myself again!

Don't you touch me
Don't you touch me
Don't you touch me
Don't you touch me

Swallow me (Swallow me up)
And take me now (Out of my inside)
Set me free (I've had enough)
And let me out (Of this abyss right now)

And as this life defeats me I need to simplify
And everything that beats me I need to purify

Fuck you all
Fuck everyone and everything
You don't know me and you wouldn't want to anyway
Force into the end I fucked myself I fucked myself again

I am nothing (Again)
Fuck everything
I am nothing (Again)
Fuck everything

Swallow me (Swallow me up)
And take me now (Out of my inside)
Set me free (I've had enough)
And let me out (Of this abyss right now)
Right now
Right now

Suffer
We will, we will suffer inside
Suffer
We will, we will suffer inside
Suffer
We will, we will suffer inside
Suffer
We will (We will) We will suffer inside
We will suffer inside
We will suffer inside
We will suffer inside
We will

Swallow me (Swallow me up)
And take me now (Out of my inside)
Set me free (I've had enough)
And let me out

I can't believe that it's so hollow when I'm here in this hole
I can't conceive this time is borrowed
Now I can't go on anymore

Turn on the lights and wake me up!

Is there a way to see tomorrow? (Is there a way to see?)
Is there a picture left to frame? (Is there a picture left to frame?)
Is there a flower in your garden? (Is there a flower in your garden?)
Or on the headstone of your grave? (On the headstone of your grave?)

I can't erase all of the sorrow; the past is gone
But I can change and make tomorrow a vision
Now I can hold on

Give me a sign and make me up

Is there a way to see tomorrow? (Is there a way to see?)
Is there a picture left to frame? (Is there a picture left to frame?)
Is there a flower in your garden? (Is there a flower in your garden?)
Or on the headstone of your grave? (On the headstone of your grave?)

Closing my eyes now wake me up

Is there a way to see tomorrow? (Is there a way to see?)
Is there a picture left to frame? (Is there a picture left to frame?)
Is there a flower in your garden? (Is there a flower in your garden?)
Or on the headstone of your grave? (Of your grave)
Of your grave

What it cost me to assimilate myself
It engulfed me and turned me into someone else
It is crashing right into your face
Everlasting it seems to suffer in this

Please release me
Please release me

Nothing I can do will change me life
Everything I had was never mine to keep inside
If I could give myself a new face
Then maybe I could join the human race

Time has frozen for me the walls are closing in
I am sinking in greed and trapped inside my skin
I am running away and getting nowhere fast
I am thinking how long just how can this

Last erase me
Please erase me

Nothing I can do will change me life
Everything I had was never mine to keep inside
If I could give myself a new face
Then maybe I could join the human race

And I rise above it all
And I rise
And I rise above it all
And I rise
And I run away (And I rise above it all)
And I run away (And I rise above it all)
And I run away (And I rise above it all)
And I run away (And I rise above it all)

Nothing I can do will change me life
Everything I had was never mine to keep inside
If I could give myself a new face
Then maybe I could join the human race

This, this a dark, this a place, I can't escape, would you leave me here?
Lying in wait, hanging like baits, strangled by fate, would you even care?
This is my curse, this is my life, this is my Christ, my crown of thorns
This is the way, the way that I die
Die and be reborn

Dying to touch you
I need you
I love you
To make me
To mould me
To break me again
I can't deny that I'm hurting inside as
I'm pulling you closer, you push me away

As I look just to find my existence and open my eyes
(I can't breath as you push me aside)
Now I feel that it's time to die as I realize
(How you let me believe in a lie?)
As I struggle with both hands and I try to arise
(From the sadness inside of myself)
I cannot breathe, I'm burning alive
('Cause I've lived through a season in hell)

Look, look at my face, shaded in grey, wasting away I'm almost gone
I can replace, this empty space, you left me all alone

Why can't you see me?
I'm hanging here bleeding
It's tortured and twisting my insides apart
Laughing and crying as ever things dying
In me and it's breaking my heart

As I look just to find my existence and open my eyes
(I can't breathe as you push me aside)
Now I feel that it's time to die as I realize
(How you let me believe in a lie?)
As I struggle with both hands and I try to arise
(From the sadness inside of myself)
I cannot breathe, I'm burning alive
('Cause I've lived through a season in hell)

Save me now, save me now, save me now
Save me now, save me now, save me now
Save me now, save me now, save me now
Save me now, save me now, save me now
Save me now, save me now, save me now
Save me now, save me now, save me now

And I'm in the shower
And I'm in the shower
And I'm in the shower
Of your love, of your love
Of your love, of your love
Of your love, of your love
Of your love, of your love
Of your love, of your love
Of your love, of your love
Of your love, of your love
Of your love

Can you feel your life pass you by?
Can you see the sun in the sky?
Life is calling you again, again
Can you feel the end?
Can you feel the end?
Can you feel the end?
Can you feel the end?
Can you feel the end?

[No lyrics]

Tired of chasing - Happiness just runs away
Tired of waiting - all the life not meant for me
I am sinking - I am burning in this hell
Tired of filling - All these holes within myself

I feel the darkness and it leaves me cold
I feel like I don't belong here at all
At all
I don't belong here

My reflection - Out of focus, I can't see
No direction - I am blinded by disease
Something's changing
Something's growing near inside
I am shaking - Is all that's left to me is
Changed

I feel the darkness and it leaves me cold
I feel like I don't belong here at all
I feel the darkness and it leaves me cold
I feel like I don't belong here at all
At all
I don't belong here, at all
I don't belong here, anymore

'Cause I died for you
'Cause I died for you
And I died for you
Would you cry for - For me?

You left me here to die (For me)
Mangled my hopes and dreams of life (For me)
And would you even cry for me? (For me)

You left me here to die (For me)
Mangled my hopes and dreams of life (For me)
And would you even cry for me?