36 Crazyfists Album

I ran with the dead and chased
And chased my own shadow
Built walls, walls of belief
Reaction from the fall
We are ones of Will
Desperate and dying
I was, I was along for the ride
The ride of the unaligned
I gave you every word to hold
On a deathless night
Sucking, bleeding, inside out
If I had gave in
I'd never live that down
I wanted to believe in everything I'm after
But I was drowning in the hell that I raised
And when there's nothing left to say
You won't need a reason
To kill these cancers that may come your way
Long cold wind hits face to remind your not done
Unloved failure, serves as lessons learned
Faith regained from plagues
What will I find in me
I found, I found in the falls, in the falls
The falls of the unaligned
I ran with the dead and chased my own shadow
Built walls of belief
I saw the dead rise
I saw the dead rise
Reflection dying with me

From sky stars fell out into graves
Breathing while dying
Companies of ghosts remain
Alone with, with the sea
And as they fade away
Late night hope and wish
Even now you're undressed in my sleep
Slowly the swells of light
Seep through as we breathe in the darkened sky
And in times of grace replace my distaste
Signals flare and layers fade away
What water won't wash away
Don't let it confuse
The road to soul is lonely at best
I've arrived at empty
You won't destroy me or break my will

Untangle me from my detest, untangle my wreck
Slowly but surely we're dining in a table full of regret
Buried myself alive inside
Never thought I'd get back here staring at the bottom
Life extinguish life
Wallowing in this sinking ship
The water taking on
You and I and a bottle to get by
Unravel our song
Untangle me from my detest now
Untangle my death
Breath of the breathless onto my end
Choking the truth within
And I never wanted to be quite like this
A slow steep hole that I'm in
And I never wanted to die like this
I never wanted you to see

I can't lose anything
I watched you run from the demons that drown you
Wash the blood from your hands
From the darkest of days to the deadliest sands
Now's where the liars will come
The broken, the beaten, the battered, the numb
I once wrote these things so I could change
From agonies in me
Then fell from grace and back again
Eyes awake all night
Death renames the light
Now's where the body will bleed
Gale force the wind, heighten the sea
Until the end
Pain reveals it
Death renames the light

Weighed in the balances
While night invests the sea
No god awaits, no god awaits
Still conscious as I bleed
Cast through waning memories
A greater love, a greater love
The only air I need
This will never end
Where these scars wrote stories
I'll hold this forever with Northern Eyes
AND I WILL NEVER LOSE FAITH AGAIN
You can't quite believe the things we've all seen
Enter Oblivion place of serene
And where would we be without Anchors
Timeless belief in all that shelters
And where would we be without this truth
Ecliptic and shadowless
My hour of disdain
No god awaits, no god awaits
Left drifting out to sea
Cast through waning memories
Anchors of hope, Anchor my heart
In oceans never ending
If you dare to look back
These feelings start to rust
Moments once held close
Will always belong to us
And what's left
An empty shell of the past
Because I know we gave it everything
With everything we had

The road to progress is Freedom's road...JFK

Wreckless abandon, coming undone
Survive the swallow, decade of ruin gone
I found myself in trenches tonight
Regret runs wild as darkness klls all the lights
All the lights have died
Slow dose of hell stripping what's left
Sleepless for days on end
And ingest life on all sides
I can't be reached in this soulless design
Capsized my insides, hours inch by
Inviting the lions to all take a piece
Destroyed by endless ends, looking to cease
Searching the city to no avail
Can't find me anywhere, winds out of sail
I found myself in trenches tonight
Regret runs wild as darkness klls all the lights
All the lights have died
Slow dose of hell stripping what's left
Sleepless for days on end
And ingest life on all sides
I need a search light to make amends
From the insides out to looking in
On the strength of its test
A full blooded sense of life
Lived far beyond the comfort zone
Ghosts remain on auto pilot looking to cancel out
A brief breath of air in darkness
Survive in doubt

Another wave crashes down, found alone
We were always meant to make amends
Another year comes crashing down
With all the weight and all the sound
Where the water entered high and leaks forgiven
It goes on and on and on
Wait, wait can I get it back from this
Unfold the lights, the haze dismiss
Where I couldn't remember
No I couldn't remember the way I used to be
When it's all that's left of me
I wait for angels to reappear
To bring back bravery from fear
And to silence the gray
To resurface undone and come what may
It took time to figure my escape
With the pain and my distaste
Where the patterns became more than I could take
And it goes on and on and on
Wait, wait there's no coming back from this
Memories of life and loss exist
And I will always remember
Yes I will always the remember the way you used to be
When it's all that's left of me
I'm still alive and sometimes breathing
Fighting like hell to still break even
Come what may

I awoke to the sounds of alarms
Delicate and caving in
Drenched in my own
This faith is coming with me
Days inch by grown weary as we sleep
April has become the numbing heart I own
I'd bleed for this again and again and again
How I need for this candle to burn forever
Forever burn
Years go by and it's what I've learned
That no one's getting out alive
No one's getting out
To gather this romance
To hide from this wind, to love understatement
To hollow out the end
Days inch by grown weary as we sleep
All the mercy I've begged at shame's steps
I look for peace in this
For peace in all of this
And how I need for this candle to burn forever
Forever burn
Years go by and it's what I've learned
That no one's getting out alive
No one's getting out
And this chance to live is grown in
I'm not the walking dead and I'll never be
Strayed from distance
Time sets forward the dark
A fine light to one's true self
In a den with believers my position in descent
Tha name familiar at the heart of it all
At the heart of it all
White noise comes with voice
I risk the promise of giving up then giving in

Take deep breaths and gather the night
A hole that's hardly summed up by taking away
Time unlocks the stall
When there's nothing left to lose, nothing can be lost
I don't know if anything has changed
But the hope of that change changes everything
Hope builds change
Isn't the place of the plagues that surround me
And my open graves
But it's the fate of the haze that put darkness
In my way I escape
I escape darkness in my own way
Fatal has become the solid fight
Unending endings that loom into my darkest
Light unlocks my falls
When there's nothing left to lose, nothing can be lost

No matter how many nights we kill to save
Fires to flames, chasing me through the poison rain
I lied awake and ran it over and over and over
To the quiet misery
When I let it breathe I found gloss in this Sobriety
Running to lights, the sounds of hearts crashing
Hopeless and taken in defense of my screams
Each moment, each second we were alive
We expand, we retract moving forward as we love
"We love, ascending to be loved"
Avoiding the collapse
Avoiding the collapse
Avoiding the collapse
Avoiding the collapse
The collapse